Trying hard to live my life.

Rabbit Year 2011 !!!

2011-02-06T01:15:00.000+11:00

WASSUP people... i'm BACK!!! for awhile.. so check me out before I disappear into the woods again!

Rabbit Language: **hop hop** happy new year 兔 you!!!

I just lost that motivation for an extra sentence so dahhdahhh for nao.

Busy!!!

2010-10-16T18:58:00.000+11:00

Sorry Sorry !!! I know it's been forever since i last blogged...

I have been terribly busy with work and life.
I haven't had time to meet up with any friends over coffee ever since i started work :(
- excluding last weekend's clubbings -.

Hopefully when i get more settled down with work.. i'll be able to catch up with few good friends ;)

Zhengye just tweeted me saying she'll be in Singapore over xmas !!!! I am so excited that i'm going to see her soon!!!

I havent had time to plan anything for december holidays yet :( everything is so uncertain now. I foresee its going to be 'just-another-xmas' again...

One month from today, will be another special day in my life <3
Looking forward to it already!!!

I'll try and blog more, so that u guys dont miss me too much, haha!

2010-09-26T00:35:00.000+10:00

I survived 8 full days of work ! ! !
I really like this job that i'm doing now... so im gonna work extra hard despite the stress and pressures i am having- Just because no one succeeds without tasting the bitter part of life *honest talk* !!!

A brand new chapter of my life... i'm glad i have someone to share with, someone who came into my life and made miracles happen :) Someone whom i never thought will be the one. Someone whom i adore so so much.

Friends who never stopped showing their care and concern for me...

And, a loving family (especially my parents) who gave me support and love every single second of my life.

Sometimes i am so lucky i don't know how to start thanking the above; Buddha & Guan Yin Pu Sa.

All these gave me strength to believe in myself and to trust that i can achieve something too.

When people put you down, you gotta learn to bring yourself up up and up.

Again, talk is cheap.
So im gonna put these into action :)

I will never give up unless I accomplish what i need to do.

P.S: I'm so gonna remove the damn tagboard by the side!!! Getting spammed by irritating people or spywares blablabla!!! yuckks.

Growing Up

2010-09-14T03:39:00.000+10:00

I am so afraid of growing up, growing old.
All the responsibilities.
But I guess everyone has to grow up someday, and get out of his/her comfort nest.

But why is it all coming to me so soon?
What will happen in 10 years' time? Have you honestly pictured that?

I tell myself...
Instead of questioning and complaining about the inevitable,
Why not spend the time in ensuring today is well-spent?

They say,
live today like its your last day on earth.

I think it's crap.

No one wants to work/study/watch a movie/cook instant mee/watch television when they think its their last day.

Everyone wants to spend all their savings on holidays, making love with loved one... spending time with family...

So, tell me... How many last days can we really afford?

damn, why am i so emo lately? gahhhh....

I want to be young and cute once again.............. pweaseeeee :)

Rational VS Irrational

2010-09-10T01:42:00.000+10:00

We had a rather interesting topic (in fact, all) last night during dinner with the girls.

Rational VS Irrational... G U Y S.

One of them said something very cute...
"男人必须要有一点不理智。像我男朋友一样，一骂他就哭！超级不理智！。。。而且，男人如果太理智就不可爱了！”

“那些很理智的男人都会先去想。。-那个女生值不值得我去追，她有哪里好，机会大不大-”

“一点都不感情用事！！”

“好无聊！没情趣。。。”

超经典的！！！

What do you think?
:P

2010-09-08T22:29:00.000+10:00

Often my mind splits into two parts.
I'm sick & tired ,
But I promise to hang on there.

Till the extent,
I shall just pretend i have forgotten.
For the best of it.

A Lost

2010-08-28T19:05:00.001+10:00

How does it feels to lose something that holds a great deal of memory in your life?

A great significance.

Something that is irreplaceable.

Priceless.

I just experienced it.

I thought the feeling would be ultimate shitness.

But I just realized...

not even that fucking word is enough to describe that feeling.

Its beyond what words can tell & what actions can show.

It's just pure... extreme heartbreak. . .

I heart Igoogle

2010-08-27T15:54:00.001+10:00

Ohaiyo Tomodachi!!! (Good morning friends!)

Take a look at my super kawaii + pretty igoogle theme!!!
ahhhhhhhh so in love with it <3

buhhhbye.

This world . . .

2010-08-26T23:32:00.000+10:00

is so unbelievable.

Ugly girls think they're hot.
Hot girls think they're ugly.
Fat girls think they're skinny.
& Skinny girls think they're fat.

People can never learn to appreciate what they've been given.
So do I .

Had a busy and relaxing day at the same time.
Sleeping - is the best thing in life :o)

P.S: Family's going to Genting for merdeka holidays next week but I can't join due to work!!! :'(

2010-08-24T22:45:00.000+10:00

I will make sure I achieve something that my parents and I will be proud of.
And for those who looked down on me.
Who doubted me.

Sorry,
but you won't get that chance again.

:)

2010-08-22T18:34:00.000+10:00

One more week to a new beginning.

Pray for me :o)

P.S: I got a "NOT FOR SALE" Iphone strap and its mad pwettie!!!!!!!!!!!

Looks damn classy wif my white phone. yay!!!

bibi.

x o x o

2010-08-19T18:52:00.000+10:00

Been a dramatic week!!!
My wallet got pickpocketed while taking neo-prints in a shopping centre in JB...
Was super duper upset; went to police station to report... and malaysia police.... asked me to go back to buy certified copy during office hours.
Ok fine...
Then next day I went to re-do my IC/driving license blablabla.

YESTERDAY!!!
2 Chinese guys came to return me my wallet, saying they found it in the gents.

Really nice people!!! :o)

But i shouldnt take my luck for granted.
I will try and do more charity/good things to help more people :)

buhhh-byes

Friday The 13th !

2010-08-14T02:07:00.000+10:00

So it's Friday The 13th once again!
& I stayed home today for a change...

Brought my laptop down to the living room and chat online, surf beauty websites, watch korean dramas on the tv, hid under my blanket right below the air-con & eating baskin robbins icecream right off the tub!!!

:o) I know, it sounds good doesn't it?

But i made someone special angry.
If you're reading this, i'm sorry. . .

I hope next week will be better better better zzz!

P.S ------------

Received a fb message from someone who pretends to be someone i know (with a name of a person whom i really know- probably coincidence) and asked me to accept his friend request. There is only one profile picture however it's not his picture so i really thought it's the someone i know.

So i accepted the request & then realized he's not whom i thought should be. A total stranger!

Pissed off. Totally wasted my time in replying messages.

Then removed him from friend list.

Why are there so many people who seem to have nothing better to do?!!

Ok Bye!!! & GOOD NIGHT!

xoxo

Home . Friday . Night

2010-08-07T00:02:00.000+10:00

Yes.
I am HOME on a Friday Night.
But such life probably won't last too long anymore *.*

Anyone knows where I can go Tarot Card reading?
The last time i went for one was during December period in 2008.
I need someone to show me a bit of directions. Because i'm at a cross junction now and my shoes are torn and tattered. I need to stop walking the wrong path and I want to get to my destination as soon as possible!

I am sooooooooooooooo BORED now :(

And oh! I have a new favourite song this week!

BABY by Justin Bieber

Ohh wooaah Ohh wooaah Ohh wooaah

You know you love me, I know you care

Just shout whenever, And I'll be there

You are my love, You are my heart

And we will never ever-ever be apart

Are we an item. Girl quit playing

"We're just friends"

What are you sayin?

said theres another and looked right in my eyes

My first love broke my heart for the first time,

And I was like

Baby, baby, baby ooh

Like baby, baby, baby noo

Like baby, baby, baby ooh

Thought you'd always be mine, mine

Baby, baby, baby oohh

Like baby, baby, baby noo

Like baby, baby, baby ohh

Thought you'd always be mine, mine

For you,i would have done what ever

And I just cant believe we ain't together

And I wanna play it cool, But I'm losing you

I'll buy you anything, ill buy you any ring

And I'm in pieces, Baby fix me

and just shake me til' you wake me from this bad dream

I'm going down, down, down, down

And I just can't believe, my first love won't be around

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Somebody save me from falling ~~~
Baby
Baby
Baby
OOooooohh..

XOXO!

Hello August !!!

2010-08-02T00:44:00.000+10:00

Goodness! Nobody told me it's August already :(
what have i done this year?!

This week...
this week
i AM nervous!!!

Its a either SOMETHING or NOTHING.

& I don't want nothing at all!!!

Amitabha~~

ran. dom

2010-07-31T02:35:00.000+10:00

Its 12.25am and i am forcing myself to blog. gah-gah-gah -_-
I just came back from another short KL trip. yes again! It was indeed tiring but had a pretty good experience :)

We went to Luna Bar on wednesday night and the girls got free entrance cuz its Ladies Night!!! & we've got 3 free glasses of cocktail, awesome! Foo had to pay a RM35 entrance fee but he was also entitled to one free cocktail. Basically, we all didnt drink much, so our total expenditure was only *rm35* for one whole night!!! haha!

Anyway, after Luna, & on the way home. I overheard a conversation of *a guy & a girl* in the lift. It goes like this:

Guy: U know if there is any 7-11 on the way home?
Girl: Hmm, there should be. U wanna get anything?
Guy: Yea.. need to get something...
Girl: Water?
Guy: ya ya.. i need water..

Yaddah yaddah.. we all believe u're really going to purchase a bottle of WATER on the way home from 7-11 !!!
By the way, the guy was half drunk; so yea, u can imagine.

Anyway, im not exactly condemning the guy for buying "water" from 7-11. Actually, its good. Protection is always good. PEOPLE. protection!!!

Sorry my post is always contradicting.

....

What?
U mean u didnt know Geminis are two-sided?

I usually bitch alot u know :D
haha

Good Night!

Stressful Week

2010-07-26T20:53:00.000+10:00

Hullo People...

This week is pretty much a stressful & tiring one for me.

And i suppose "the-time-of-the-month" is nearing again, hence... if i do get cranky, pls forgive me :o)

I unknowingly "MIA-ed" for awhile last week and got some of my good friends very worried about me.

I sincerely apologize for that, and promise it wouldn't happen again. Now i'm back, still alive and kicking... and feeling much better :)

Seriously, what doesnt kill you, only makes you stronger !!!

Picture of us with Stanney after her modeling exam, in which she PASSED!!! Yay!!!

P.S: Its almost the end of July, yet my calendar is still showing June :) i just love myself toooooo much, but not good!

bahhhx.

2010-07-20T16:31:00.000+10:00

No life is good forever.
Nothing will be there for you all the time.
You can't just say things and then pretend nothing happened the next day.

To be honest,
one can never depend on someone else.
when everything and everyone fails you, you will have no one but yourself.

And when you fall down,
no one will help you. not because they don't care at all, but more of they don't have the energy to care as well.
you can't blame others.
so what u need to do is learn to climb back up again.

if u think life is bad now,
it's probably gonna get worse.
so.. just be prepared.

I have no more energy to care about too much things.
I already have a million and one things to worry about from the moment i open my eyes in the morning.
i dont blame others for not understanding, because i wont be able to understand what they feel too.

i only pray for all other matters to move aside.
I really only have a mind big enough for all these.
I can;t cope with more.

So please, please, and please.
just let me off if you know you can't help.
which is most probably so.

and those words are mainly for me.

End of the week!

2010-07-17T01:47:00.000+10:00

It's a Birthday Weekend!
I have 4 friends who are having their birthdays just on Friday and Saturday.

Happy birthday to... Ai Jien, Sharon & James
Happy birthday to my dearest girl Hui Shingz ! :o)

I'm so looking forward to tomorrow whereby i'll be meeting up with the other angeleyes to celebrate Shingz' birthday! We'll be having our favourite Korean cuisine & *yes-yes-yes* KARAOKE too!!!

-happy max- !!!

I had a good week :) surrounded by people who love me , xoxo.

Congratulations to all who graduated from Monash!

When your wall post is full of people who have graduated or working...
you know you aint that young.

Time is catching up!!!
Live life as u wish... dont regret !

hooooooyay

2010-07-12T18:21:00.000+10:00

Sorry-sorry-sorrie-sorrey!!! I've been away from the blog world for 2 weeks!!!
Now i'm back for abit! :)

A little update on my short HK getaway last weekend, which was awesome like mad!! <3

Babylove Stanney & I at Causeway Bay ...

Outfit: Unintended matchy matching!!!

Us happy and broke from the first few hours of shopping... we were supposed to control each other, but guess it was a total failure. Ending result: poor, tired and shagged.

This is us crazy from being too poor and shagged. haha!!!

Next morning; rise & shine- get ready for an exciting day ahead!

love love love

Nerdiness and HipHop mix...FAIL

& I LOVE this photo!!! Dont we look like sisters!!! and check out Beauty&the Beast behind.. hehe

Um... okie, see u soon... at another country! hehe

Act pretty and cute with minnie mouse hair-band. Pls dont say FAIL!!!

caught in action, nyehehehe... bed is possessive....noooooooo

We thought this looks kinda sexy for Stanney, with her dress straps falling off... oooh---

With brother Graco!!! :) Happy max.

OK- bye!!!

Sh*t... i wanted to blog about something meaningful today but it ended up with nothing but photos & i finished 1/2 a box of cookies while i blog. horrible-ness.

A statement of randomness.

JACOB is mad hot!!!!!!! I used to like Edward Cullen alot until i saw jake without his shirt on. Face it, women are realistic and ... materialistic. If only i can get a finger on his six packs and i am more than willing to punch his face and get my hands broken. i dont mind. give it to me!!!! <3

no no no.

I really was just dreaming and talking non-sense.

I am not like that. Really.

2010-07-01T15:48:00.000+10:00

I don't understand why shit always happen at the worst time.
When everything goes wrong together at once...
Feels like the end of the world.

It's absolutely true,
that,
When many good things come to you unexpectedly, more things will be taken away from you.

I heart weekendssss!!!

2010-06-29T18:21:00.000+10:00

Randomness...
Somebody pls help me !!!
My room is in a mess and I have no idea how to start clearing it.

Re-winding back to the past weekend...
I had an awesome one!!! First Tracy and I met up after her final paper in Monash (yay!) & we spent the day together along with 2 other friends. It was great seeing best friend again after so long :)
Then it was catching up with the horse riding bunch. We had so much laughters, from lunch- to the car ride - to horse riding.

Such good companionship... makes me feel blessed much.

This coming weekend is hopefully gonna be better ; with it being spent in HK.

KS is back to JB as well... happy! (another gossip partner has arrived...)

By the way...
I am craving for karaoke and buffet dinner so much.
Can somebody pls bring me to satisfy them .... pretty pls? *.*

- bah buoiiiiz -

Cutest Daddy

2010-06-26T03:32:00.000+10:00

I swear my Dad is the cutest in the whole wide world!

Conversation goes like this:

Dad: There's some durians at home, remember to eat them when u come home tonight!
Me: But I'm sick... can't eat.
Dad: Don't worry, u'll recover after eating them.
-_-

Then, at night- i received this text

Dad: June, I accidentally cut my hair too short! Dare not go home later mummy dun want me.

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wahahahhahaha.. :o) i laughed so much when i saw the text!

Anywaes...

I ate half a box of durians just now, when i'm still sick.

Honestly.

If my sickness gets worse,

just tell me i deserve it.

bahh-bye.

I Gotta Feeling zzz

2010-06-24T22:37:00.000+10:00

Hello.

I am sick again. FML!

Yesterday I was still saying yay i recovered and sorts, today it came back to me.

Humans, just cannot be too certain about anything.

Friday is almost here again :) I miss my baby so much~

This weekend is gonna be goodiegoods!

I Gotta Feeling... wooo-ooo :o) feels music!

Sick and Well

2010-06-23T18:32:00.000+10:00

I have recovered from my short 2 days sickness, which I think is a miracle because i can't remember when was the last time i had such a speedy recovery! Thank Buddha & Guan Yin Pu Sa for the blessings :)

I feel so loved today because before Dad drove up to KL this morning for a last-minute business trip, he actually bought me my favourite noodles for breakfast. And I'm so excited because Queenie back from KL (like finally, after a million years wait!) so we finally catch up for lunch & dinner & yes... karaokes!!!

And my babygirl Tracy is gonna come visit this weekend as well. I haven't seen her for the longest time and i really cannot wait to see her!

Life is good. I shouldn't complain too much afterall :)

Keep praying and wish for the best.

I will continue to work harder!!!

XOXO

Happy Birthday

2010-06-18T03:37:00.000+10:00

Hello family & friends...

Today I'm 21...

no, scratch that.

Today I'm 22!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

o.m.g !

This was last year...

And this is this year's :)

Apart from different company...

The difference is...

I'm OLDER.

Yes, and I think I look older too...

Like what i always told the gang...

今年的我不要再走可爱路线。。。

我要走成熟性感路线！！！

哈哈

可是，我每一次说这句话的时候，一定会有人笑个不停。。。

我知道很难实现啦。。。

所以，算了，可爱傻傻的，也OK。。。

Simple thoughts for this year's birthday:

I thank and really appreciate everyone's wishes from all over the world. It has made me realize I'm so lucky to have crossed the minds of many busy friends :) I love my family for the never-ending love and support. Sometimes I don't know if I really deserve all these love.
But I will treasure, just in case they don't come again.

This year, Buddha gave me a really wonderful present.
And it's Y.O.U
Thank you for you. Thank you for appearing in my life.

Again, I know i am very greedy...
but i wish for more and more love
better and better health
more more money.
happy happy family.

Love you all!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

2010-06-16T01:41:00.000+10:00

16th June is a special day.
No it's not my birthday yet :)

But its a gonna be a good day for me.
Oh wait, it is my birthday - my chinese birthday! haha!

Happy chinese birthday to me :o)

I'm gonna make more changes to myself!

I shall...
Exercise more.
Eat more.
Sleep well.
Facebook less.
Face real books more.
Be more diligent.
Earn more money.
SAVE more money.
Be nicer to family.
Travel more.
Shop less.
38 less.
Listen more.
Charity more.

Most importantly,
Chant and visit temple more :)

Cheers for a better future!

2010-06-11T15:18:00.000+10:00

I hereby promise to chant the Heart Sutra at least once every night before I sleep.
It must be the lack of chantings, that's why I am not having good luck recently.
Plenty of things to worry about!

And,

Thank God It's Friday! weekend yo, is coming!!! :)

byebyeeeee

2010-06-10T15:52:00.000+10:00

I am lost and very demotivated.
What should I do? *.*

What exactly am I thinking about!!?

2010-06-08T14:36:00.000+10:00

A lot of unexpected things happened over the past 1 to 2 weeks.
So much that I dont even know if its reality, or merely a dream.
Either way, good things don't really last.
Reality always begins in a pretty manner, and die off in the end.
Dreams, needless to say... are always sweet; and u wake up feeling amused, close your eyes (hoping to continue the dream)- but it never came back.

As I have come to terms with such reality, I will focus on the present :)

Because.. the future depends on how hard we work for it. Now now now.

Happy max, happy max :)

red red redddddd

2010-06-04T01:22:00.000+10:00

Did my hair today to my *lovelove* colour; as usual - red, but this time slightly more reddish than the ones before. Happy! I wish my hair can be red forever, hahaha!

Suddenly got a feeling I will be blamed for something again.
It hasn't happened yet, but i can somehow foresee it coming...
If it happens, i will not bother to explain. Because i did nothing wrong.
Hence i have none to fear.

Anyway, i am sooooo looking forward to horse riding end of the month! Though this time there's no more riding by the beach and under cool spring weather...
But its still a new experience, a hot one. hehe.

And hmm.. i shall start practicing my signature dish for Father's Day dinner already!!! :o)

byeeezzz - bibi!!

Hello JUNE!

2010-06-02T17:16:00.000+10:00

Half of 2010 has just *whooomp* and disappeared!
Don't worry, i will make sure the 2nd half will be a better one.
I am already looking forward to Xmas :)

I got a feeling the month of June is gonna be a good good one...

Just briefly scanning through:

- KTV with angeleyes on the 2nd weekend of June
- 3rd weekend : my 22nd birthday ( I've still got 2 more weeks to say i am 21.. fml! ); queenqueen finishes exams!
- 3rd/4th weekend: KTV/steamboat/outing with ex-secondary school mates.
- 4th weekend: Tracy finishes exams n will be in SG! yay!; Horse riding weekend too!

More to add, more to come :)
Happy!

Missing @JRforJoe & Anna Goh tooooooo :(

I like you (Jap lesson #1)

2010-05-31T18:28:00.001+10:00

While revising my Jap just now on Denshi Jisho,
I decided to learn how many different ways can people say "I like you" & "I love you" in Jap.
And yes, there really are several different ways to say that.

And so I typed in... "I Like You" to translate this English phrase into Jap phrase.
Ha-ha-ha... and look what I saw ...

English: If you turn on me like that, I cannot talk any more.
Jap: (Male speech) 開き直られても困る。
For those who want to learn; it actually reads: hi-ra-ki-nao-re-te- mo-ko-ma-ru.

Forgive me if they are not translated accurately, as I am still learning.
Just found it hilarious :o)

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Oh-oh-ohhhh..no....
its end of may already...
that's fast...
can time stop for a while pls?

hooohooooo:)

2010-05-27T01:19:00.000+10:00

Despite all the sh*t I am going through recently...
I still feel somewhat blessed :o)

For I still have family members who care about me deeply (I know, despite the non-stop nagging)
Friends who cheer me up when I need a listening ear...

And someone whom I dearly misses every-day.

Thank you!

&Cheers to a better future! Always stay positive :)

1 more month to Disney Land!
No worries, i'll visit the smaller and so-called smellier Diss-nei Land first... & i shall continue to save up for the FLORIDA - HARRY POTHEAD THEMEPARK!!! yayyyhoooooieee... :D

This Month: May

2010-05-25T02:28:00.000+10:00

May.

Is a weird weird month.
It has happy things to remember, but it also has sad things happening.
A month full of relationship status changes.
Again, i wanna say...
Can everybody just be calm for awhile??!

Complications, complications :(

I hope June will be better, heh-heh-heh.

2010-05-23T02:20:00.000+10:00

Do you know that...

There's always a little truth behind every
"just kidding,"

a little knowledge behind every
"I don't know,"

a little emotion behind every
"I don't care,"

and a little pain behind every
"It's okay."

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I miss my girls so much.
And i sometimes wish i could be a more useful person in the world, not just wasting the oxygen and producing more carbon dioxide.
like seriously.

By the way, Shrek Forever & After was pretty good :o)
i can only wish for so much...
the rest is...
up to the heart.

Positive

2010-05-18T16:41:00.000+10:00

Another short joke I saw on facebook yesterday...

Qn: What shouldn't you say to someone awaiting HIV test results?

Ans: "Think Positive".

*giggles* !!!

On another note;;;
it's already the 2nd last week of May.
and im still stuck at the same pace.

i should really start running.
yes. now!

- Something great has happened, but why do i still feel confused and empty inside? - Junnie's Confusion Box #28

Excuse me for a bit..

2010-05-17T19:44:00.000+10:00

I dislike people who say things without caring how it will affect the other person's feelings.
感情是两个人的事，不是你说了就算！！！
不要以为地球只为了你而转！
不顾身边一直陪伴在你的人，我觉得这种人也不需要别人的爱护！！！
Don't know how many times i have repeated this...
but why are there so many such people around me and my friends?

If you keep taking people for granted, soon you will regret.
A simple Yes or No, why is it that hard to say?
Grrrrrr!!!

End of rants

12 Inch Pianist

2010-05-14T16:09:00.000+10:00

Few nights ago, while on the phone with a friend, he shared with me a mad hilarious joke... according to him, it was an old FHM joke...

Seriously, i could still laugh after days...

So, it goes like this... :)

The story about a 12 inch pianist

One day, a man walks into a bar and to his amazement, he finds a tiny person playing a tiny piano.

Stunned ;- the man asked the bartender where he got the person.

The bartender was slightly annoyed and replied "If you go into the closet there will a genie that will grant one wish."

Excitedly, the man dashed into the the closet and as the bartender said their was a genie. The man wished for 1 million bucks, and the genie nodded.

So within the next few seconds, the whole bar was filled with 1 million ducks!!!

Infuriated, the man stormed to the bartender and screamed "I asked your fucking genie for 1 million bucks but i got 1 million ducks!!!"

"No duh", replied the bartender, "Do you really think I asked for a 12 inch PIANIST??!"

*Just For Laughs* !!!

xoxo

12:34

2010-05-13T02:25:00.000+10:00

Unhappy!!!
Emo!!!

Solution: Reads book and sleep!!! :'(

Men & Women

2010-05-12T01:07:00.000+10:00

Men are from Mars,

Women are from Venus...

A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs.

A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item she doesn't needs.

A woman worries about their future until she gets a husband.

A husband never worries until he gets a wife.

Men wake up looking the same as they went to sleep.

Women somehow mutate during the night.

A woman marries a man expecting he will will change, but he doesn't.

A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, but she does.

Short Chat:

Is it better to trust my own instincts... Or follow others to be safe?

Advice advice pls... :'(

2010-05-09T01:34:00.000+10:00

经过一段时间，
已经发现世界上并没有一个人是你非爱不可的。。。
所以，请不要说如果你得不到任何人，就什么都没了。
应为你会说这种话也只是那几天。。。
过了你很快就会不在乎了。

不知道为什么我好像一辈子都会喜欢上不该喜欢的人。
可能也是应为这样而练成了一种可以随时把感情收放自如的神功。哈哈哈。

写了这么多，
好像也没有多成功啦。。。

拜拜！！！

Weekend!!!

2010-05-09T00:26:00.000+10:00

I guess i had an interesting Friday to begin with ... :)

Me & Javien

Lunch @ Nebo (?correct?)

Calvin & Javien :):):)

Present you the Winner of Blockus!

Another Winnarrr :o)

Old Times @ Arcarde...

Not behaving like two 22nd years old... but we're happy!

Then, had a short heart-to-heart chat with my dear girl... much loves :)

I always love true talks.

Real Talk over here!

Trust

2010-05-06T17:34:00.000+10:00

Most of the times I never know how I really feel...
Because by exposing or finding out my true feelings,
I am in danger.
Or at least that's what I believe in.

So, I really prefer just leaving things as it is.
Just so I can leave it to fate,
Or blame it if things doesn't work out.

A saying I've heard...
"Never tell your problems to anyone. Because 90% of them don't care, and the remaining 10% are glad you have them".

Which is sadly, really true...

So, the ONLY person in this world that you can and should trust,
is yourself.

Oh wait- do i even trust myself?

Own World

2010-05-02T03:39:00.000+10:00

Honestly...
I think my mind is going to burst anytime.
The amount of things running through it...
Makes me crave for a bottle of red wine,
drink it. and sleep, so i don't have to think of anything.

And really,
all i wanna do is hug a friend, who won't say anything...
just sit beside me quietly
that's really enough.

because when the world is stuffed with things u do not want to hear, do not want to see...
the best thing is to be in your own world.

Thank You!

2010-04-30T00:42:00.001+10:00

Would like to thank those people below ...

Really thank you :)

It was great working with you guys, even though its for a short period of time!

But it has brought about many good memories...

And i have also made tons of awesome friends through it...

Friends i'll love to have for life!

When I say I love you guys...

I mean it !!! :o)

Promises. Made. Empty. Never.

2010-04-26T23:19:00.000+10:00

How many times have you ever been heart-broken from empty promises?
Countless.

And how many times have you made promises but never kept them?
Countless.

That's right. You get hurt, you hurt people, and you get hurt again, and then you hurt people.

This is a vicious circle.

Everyone just keeps getting heart-broken.

Just some, a little more than the others.

And you never know, whose heart you have broken... just by a simple simple sentence. Even if you have absolutely no intention on doing so.

Why is it that... people always think you seem to be the strongest in mind, never much affected.
But the truth always disappoints. Always.

the momentsssss

2010-04-25T17:21:00.000+10:00

Capturing The Moment

Was cleaning up my photos in my laptop and found this super kawaii one! Actually there are tonnes more, but its just too much to share. Loves random photos like this... totally captured that very moment. The 3 of us, are now in 3 different places though.

I had an extremely relaxful weekend and i'm loving it :)

sorry, can't blog much because nothing is on my mind now. nothing, no one. no one!

Lion and Lamb

2010-04-24T05:45:00.000+10:00

I might not be the Perfect Person for you...

Past stories have transformed me into a cold-blooded.

Opening up is not a term.

Letting go isn't either.

One thing I can promise you...

I'm not a Vampire, but the walls around my heart can be cold like one.

Maybe I'm not the person that you need.

Maybe I'm not the One.

But one thing is for sure...

The Lion fell in LOVE with the Lamb.

2010-04-20T22:15:00.000+10:00

Been quite sick over the past few days. Couldn't get out of bed much, and this morning while getting ready for work, i actually fainted.

Sometimes i hate myself for being so weak.

And being weak gives me a very lonely feeling, even when the whole world cares for me, i am just one person.

There's so many things i have yet to do.

Its time to take care of myself and move on :)

Because the past will not wait for me!

Impossible

2010-04-17T20:56:00.000+10:00

Actually,
how would you know if something is really impossible unless you have tried it?
And the key word is... tried HARD enough.

So, never say something is impossible.. because its just hard, and ur not trying enough.

A quickie

2010-04-16T01:11:00.000+10:00

Just a quick update...

Don't know what happened to me today... totally zonk-ed out during work the whole day! Was practically staring at the computer screen but nothing much comes to mind. Good thing is i have a few colleagues who constantly entertained me abit here and there, else i think i really might have fainted in office! *ok not that serious, but u know what i mean* :)

Then after work, came home.. and out again! Shoppppppingzzz...

Guess who i met during dinner?
I met "Chen2 Han4 Wei3" wif his family... they were just 2 tables behind mine.
If u don't know who he is... he's actually a Singapore celebrity.

And home.
HERE. updating YOU :o)

Heading to bed in a minute!
Shall charge energy for Friday & WEEKEND yo!!!

Happiness

2010-04-11T01:49:00.000+10:00

Happiness is looking at the photoframe on the table.
Sadness is because we are so far apart...

But i tell myself, distance is never an excuse :)

Even though i seem to be always at fault for things i don't even know where i have done wrong,,,
but i shall erase all such bad memories from my mind
just so laughter can greet me again :o)

Good night!

2010-04-08T23:56:00.000+10:00

It's sad how...

most times people are never given a second chance,
given the reason; if he did it once, he'll most likely do it again...

which is true...
90% of the people will commit the same mistake at least twice,
but how do you prove that u will be the remaining 10% ?

The Best

2010-04-05T00:46:00.000+10:00

Sometimes, when everyone is after one thing, it might not mean that it is the best.
It merely signifies that people want to join in the norm...
And often, because of this...
The best always get left behind.

Nothing in particular, just saying...

Anyway, yes.. the long weekend is over...
Happy because i had fun catching up wif friends...
Sad because Monday is coming again...

You know how it feels?
The kind of "you-want-it-but-u-don't-want-it" feeling... irritating!!!

When singing is not only just so...

2010-03-27T15:24:00.000+11:00

おはいよどようび！！！ Ohaiyo Doyoobi !!!

Which means... "Good Morning Saturday" in Jap!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tHCMdd8jgYM&NR=1

This morning I woke up and started facebooking on my phone... and saw a friend posting up his 超級星光大道 PK competition! I knew months ago from his facebook that he got invited by the taiwan judges to the competition but then i heard there's some problems with the visa, hence he didnt get to enter the competition in the end. However, this morning - i was rather surprised to see him PK with the competitors!!!

Though he isnt really a friend friend... , as in i only got to know him when i went to the TVB singing competition to support a friend of mine, and so it happens that he's also from the same campus!

But i personally feel he's really good at what he loves to do... that's SINGING!!! Let's keep supporting him :):):)

Maybe he'll be in the 7th 超級星光大道!!!

Sing with passion :) Sing with your heart :)

2010-03-26T00:19:00.000+11:00

Its Thursday night and i'm seriously having a massive headache after work today...
Weekend please come faster, and stay LONGER... :)

I really really really miss alot of people !!! I feel like i don't have the time to catch up with friends anymore...
I feel like we're getting distant... nooooo, don't want this to happen...

Family & friends & work are all important.. but how do i find a balance in all three?

I shall sleep early tonight to avoid thinking too much!!!

NOTICE!!!

2010-03-21T00:58:00.003+11:00

NOTICE:

This department requires no physical fitness program.

Everyone gets enough exercise jumping to conclusions, flying off the handle,

running down the boss, backbiting friends,

dodging responsibility, and pushing their luck.

Ain't this so true? The sad thing is... this is happening in our everyday life. And don't say u aren't one of them... Because nobody is perfect!

Well... some silly riddles to lighten up for the moment... :)

Questions:
1. What is dark but made by light?
2. What sort of band doesn't make music?
3. What are the two things you can never have for breakfast?
4. What kind of star wears sunglasses?
5. What do you call a foreign ant?
6. What can be right but never wrong?

Answers:
1. Shadow
2. Rubber Band
3. Lunch & Dinner
4. A movie star
5. An importANT
6. An angle

I personally like no. 5!!! so funny!

2010-03-16T00:28:00.002+11:00

OK firstly...
I am so stressed i think i am gonna explode any minute...

And Lastly...
I feel like banging on the WALL!!!

Somebody please hug hug me :'(

Weekend!

2010-03-13T00:36:00.000+11:00

This is the 186th post...
Special because its my birth-date! muahahahaha.

I am happy for awhile because it's FRIDAY and tomorrow is SATURDAY!
I shall charge myself and my camera and my iphone to make sure everything is on Full Batt tomorrow :o)

Yawnnnz.
Sleepytime!!! @ 9.36pm.
MADNESS!

2010-03-06T15:02:00.000+11:00

Another weekend has gone by...
I feel so worn out every single day.
I feel like i'm going to break into pieces any minute.
I feel like there's nothing for me to look forward to anymore...
I no longer know what's the point of doing things...

There is no goal..
i am just breathing for the sake of breathing!!!

Hello March !

2010-03-02T01:31:00.000+11:00

March 2010 is here...
And i thought i only just celebrated the arrival of new year yesterday...
Everything is moving at such a fast pace...
But i do hope it'll move on faster...
Even better if March could be skipped! - Leaving 13th March behind though :)

Had a good weekend!
Friday night was dinner (korean cuisine) wif Javien & Calvin...
Saturday was wif the company of the Kumon staff who came to "bai4 nian2", and CNY dinner with the whole garden. - Great magic shows..., but HOT !
Sunday was the best because i just slept in... I slept the entire day, just to catch up on lost sleep over the weekdays...

Even though its only Monday... i hope weekend arrives faster!!!
Yayayayya-hoo!

CATS vs DOGS : GIRLS vs GUYS

2010-02-21T03:59:00.000+11:00

The Girls VS Guys Analogies...

Who's Who?

Cat:

1. Always do what they want

2. Rarely listen to you

3. When you want to play, they want to be alone

4. When you want to be alone, they want to play

5. Leave hair everywhere

Dog:

1. Lie around all day on the most comfortable furniture

2. Can look dumb and lovable at the same time

3. When you want to play, they want to play

4. When you want to be alone, they want to play

5. Leave their toys everywhere

What does it mean?

Cats are GIRLS ; and Dogs are GUYS !!!

Quick Update & Run!

2010-02-19T00:42:00.000+11:00

Sorry sorry SORRY !!! I haven't been updating for a week, & thats because i hav been extremely b.u.s.y over CNY & work. But this has been a hectic yet good week *cuz its only 3 days work* ! ! !

And HELPPP... something's wrong wif my blog... (points to the right). My tagboard has mysteriously gone missing. If you know what could have went wrong, or how i can fix it...please drop me a message. Either through email/facebook/msn. It shouldn't be hard right? :) Thanks people!!! Meanwhile i shall google for a solution!

I'm excited because FRIDAY is here again!- and i've got good plans this weekend!
It's baby Katie's 1 year old birthday party this Saturday & i can't wait to hug that cute little niece of mine!

A piece of Good News to share...
my darling Zheng Ye has just gotten her Australian PR and words cannot describe how happy i am for her! For whole 2 years she has worked very very hard for this and finally everything is looking good at her side :)

On the other hand...
2 of my most treasured friends (F & D) has recently returned to their "single" statuses again...
but i wouldn't say this is a sad thing... because they get to focus on 'supposedly' more important things in their lives..., or things that should be on the priority list.

we will reunite again my dears!!!
and before we do, lets work hard on our sides & when we meet again... i will want to hear success stories from each other!!!

U know i love you all!

Hugs!

P.S: Jr Tan is graduating and im excited for her! But sad because i cannot attend her grad ceremony!!!

more soon!

.

2010-02-13T01:28:00.000+11:00

Ya-ya-ya-hooooooo!!!

FRIDAY!!! :o)

Because I am happy, I shall reward people I *heart* with a fountain of chocolates!!!

It makes so so happy just looking at this photo! In real life i can literally hug a box of choc like that to bed and probably wake up finding it empty, nyehehehehe...

Suddenly I miss MAX BRENNER & LINDT CHOC!!!

Few weeks ago i took a picture with my dearest baby niece... I wanted to scan the photos and post it up but! unfortunately my scanner died on me. Hence i used my camera to snap a photo of the photo (ha!ha!) and tahdahhhh- show u all :)

P.S: This photo is actually better irl and before katie tried to swallow the photo. Hard to explain, shall scan the others up next time to show e difference!

Last but not least...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to everyone!

wuahhh something im extremely happy to have received.

ANGBAOS! more more more!

XOXO

CNY ishhhh comin'!

2010-02-10T00:35:00.000+11:00

By the end of next week it'll be my 1st month at my new job!
I'm excited!
Today i was rather sleepy at work and thought time really passed very slowly, but who knows- i had abit of fun in between today. It was CNY celebration so everyone was required to wear RED to work! Surprisingly, when i thought probably only 50% of the employees are gonna follow the dresscode... EVERYONE followed it to the core!!! The whole citibank was red and it was a pretty good sight :) Feels like a big big big family.
Then i also made little lanterns using angbaos. Niace ^,^

I'm finally, yes finally, getting into the CNY mood. There's so much to do at home! Mum is busy spring cleaning the entire house and i guess i'll have to help out after work. Not fair to have mum cleaning the whole house by herself when the house is shared between 5. I shall be a good girl this year!

On a random note...
Office politics is scary, so its best not to trust anyone at work. Just do your job well and don't gossip.

Shall update more soon, byeezzz...

Alone on Valentines ?

2010-02-07T03:45:00.001+11:00

Yes. This year's Valentines... I will NOT be spending it with anyone significant.

So, for people who Hate me...

Please be glad.

On the other note,

For people who Love me (still) :o) ,

I assure you that i will make it a meaningful day despite being alone.

And be glad too !

Don't feel sad for me!
I'm still happy :)

XOXO

Mood has GONE with the wind!

2010-02-06T05:02:00.000+11:00

I really don't know what i could do besides complaining about life. But i know this should definitely stop because i don't know how many people are reading this space, and eventually... what words will end up at whose eyes/ears. And people talk, sometimes about things that are not true though perceived to be. I don't deny, cuz i am one of them. But who hasn't? Even so... i am trying to be a better person, so bad karma hopefully won't come towards me!

I have been complaining way too much to everyone around me and im officially sick of myself doing so. I don't seem to realise how lucky i am compared to many others! All i know is to grumble grumble and still grumble! How do i change such attitude?!

2am on Friday night; a million random things running across my mind. What i can say is... i am physically & (kinda) mentally exhausted. I thought 2010 is gonna be a better year. What happened?

OMG here i am grumbling about life again! boooooooz.!

CNY is coming.
COMPLETELY no mood for it @.@

When the real thing is only just starting...

2010-02-02T01:53:00.000+11:00

Hello people, I'm back for more bloggings! :)
Life has been busy for me recently, and its only gonna get more and more in the months to come.
But im gonna work hard for my dream to come true! My dream is to have my own clothing line (or boutique) within 3 years! Remember my previous post... its good to have ridiculous dream! Anyway, its not all that ridiculous too! I can do it :)

Plans for the weekend: CNY shopping & get hair done!!! woohoo! And I think i can't go with something too light or blondie due to work. Shall just maintain then...

Anyway i just realised i had quite abit of photos from 1 month ago when MK & Jenny were in Singapore! Totally forgot to upload them onto Facebook, hence im sharing bits here... and when i do get more free time, i'll upload everything :)

Jenny & June (DOUBLE J in action!!!)

MK & June (my nagging buddy)

MK being excited over his Starbucks Cooof-fee...

Jenny & myself joining in the fun :D

After blessing from the BIGGEST fountain in e world!

Two happy little girls...

MERLION kiss!!! (MK damn out of the picture...)

No Comments, -.-

Yahooowooo!

By the Singapore River...

Ending to 30th December 2009...

I miss you guys! :)
Talk more next time...hehehe

GOOD NIGHT! *yawns* shall have an early rest and get ready for work tomorrow...

Ridiculous Dreams

2010-01-31T02:47:00.000+11:00

Sorry guys... just to let u all know that i'm still alive (thank god), but pretty much stressed out. I should really learn how to handle stress better!!!

While i skip details over here...
there's a pretty good quote i would like to share with everyone:

"Don't stop dreaming ridiculous dreams! Being realistic is the most commonly road traveled towards mediocrity" - (Will Smith)

I totally feel this sentence. It seems to me I've been traveling on the right path all these while :P hahaha!!!

So don't don't don't stop me from having ridiculous dreams.

XOXO

Friday Night ... WeekEND!

2010-01-23T02:12:00.000+11:00

Yahooowoo... its Friday night, so weekend is coming ! ! !
Just a small little good news to start off the weekend... - I just got a new job :) Nothing super good or fanciful.. but definitely enough for me to survive.

This weekend is gonna be super busy! Cousin's wedding dinner on Sunday and registration party tomorrow afternoon. And i'm gonna start work next week ... omg omg omg!!!

Amitabha~

Correction

2010-01-19T03:03:00.000+11:00

I just realised I have been spelling "Dempsey Hill" as "Demsey Hill" all these while!!! hence this is a spelling correction note to self :) I had a good laugh just now talking to N on Msn! His very exciting weekend full of adventures :-D I thought i did too many stupid things.. but he totally won by just this one.

And, i seriously think "someone" is trying to avoid me, but i have no idea why. I don't think i have done anything wrong though... Sad sad sad

Life is weird enough.

WHEN IS MY Laptop COMING HOME!!!rawrrrs

Just so you know :)

2010-01-17T04:06:00.000+11:00

It was a good and productive Saturday...
After work, we were all famished... and went to a hotel nearby the immigration for buffet lunch! The food wasn't all that delicious... but its still pretty decent :) Then i headed straight to sg to meet Ash for dinner @ my long-awaited demsey hill. Food was pretty good - at least i think its better than Lawyrn's, haha! Ambience-wise was wonderful; perfect for datings & scandals!

Sorry i haven't been posting up pictures (even though there's not alot), but its only because my laptop is still not home from hospital yet !!! And i don't wanna do it through my home desktop. So... just wait will ya!

Unknowingly its already 1am, so i better hit the sack soon so i won't miss breakfast tomorrow! I'm still happy because i found my kindergarten photo on facebook just now!- Talk about the power of FaceBoooook (",)

Jaa!!!

boooo-hooooo

2010-01-15T16:25:00.000+11:00

I'm seriously super tired of everything now! Im now stuck in the middle of nowhere...;; hopes and desires are driving low... Its like, im doing things but don't even know what are they for...

Why is everyone nagging at me?! And asking me questions i HATE answering and facing.

Now i'm just hoping for a better weekend. Finally get to meet up with my babe tomorrow. So much i want to complain about... *giggles* And yawnzies, when is my laptop returning home from KL?!

Just something happy to end this saddening post (haha):

JAM HSIAO's CONCERT @ Singapore Indoor Stadium on March 13th 2010!

Sister's gonna get good seats today hopefully!!!
*Sistic's not selling yet*

Cruel Temptations

2010-01-11T04:48:00.000+11:00

Why am I so weak?
Not being able to do and say anything when I should... just because you didn't need it & wouldn't care.

What should I do now?

Things... will get better, will they?

Amitabha~

Reasons why i am not a good tourist guide (Like, duhh...)

2010-01-10T04:46:00.000+11:00

I had a tiring but good Saturday! After work, i went to orchard to meet Nic who's in sg for a short weekend vacation! Good to see a friend whom I haven't seen for a long time!!! :o)

And i realized I'm really not a good tourist guide because...

1. My sense of direction is hopeless. I ALWAYS get lost in Ion.
2. I don't know where are the fun places to bring friends because i walk and forget where i've been and how to reach that place...
3. My friends, in the end, are always the one showing me the place around (haha)

Why am i so bad with directions? Can somebody teach me a way to remember roads? I seriously think remembering directions is like 10 times harder than memorizing an economic textbook!!!

But,
I was treated to good food for dinner. Never knew Pork Satay existed until today :( oh-my-god!

And my girls,... r u all reading? I wanna go Demsey Hill soon for dinner & drinks! hurry!!! :)

Don't know why.. got home and im feeling sick again. Like i caught a cold again (yes again!)... how to go out later like that?!!

Sleepytime yawnnzies. Good night!

Persevere!!!

2010-01-08T03:47:00.000+11:00

As mentioned on Twitter... I just thought of a new "New Year Resolution" !!!

To continue with...
21. Start Driving, and by June 2010 I should be all comfortable with my driving and will be able to drive family and friends around, when needed :)

Now, this is a meaningful one!!! And I gave myself a deadline, which is good!

Today I had some really painful experience with something I shall not mention. But its gonna be worth it :) I shall persevere!!!

And,
you know what-

After all the disappointments that i have received... i believe its time to start learning to protect myself. Its the only way to a better future!

Righties! Shall sleep early (its 1am now!) and wake up early tomorrow and try make it a more productive day :)

Thank you Buddha & Guan Yin Pu Sa!

Amitabha~

It's TIME!

2010-01-05T02:42:00.000+11:00

The beginning of a New Year signifies the need to create a whole new list of New Year Resolutions!!!

I am going to start thinking now and write as I think... :) so, it may be quite random!

JUNE's 2010 NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS!

1. Get an awesome new job !

2. Fulfill my Europe Trip with the ones I love

3. Spend more quality time with the family (especially Daddy & Mummy)

4. Gain a minimum of 3KGs and maximum of 5KGs

5. Meet someone special & fall in love! (Hopefully to be loved back too!)

6. Try skiing & snowboarding again!

7. Spend more time at the beach

8. Make new friends!

9. Maintain close relationships with current friends

10. Improve on my singing (by karaoking more- smirks smirks smirks)

11. Go gym (so i can have a nicer and more toned body!)

12. Sleep better

13. Discover a new talent *hopefully i have any*

14. Continue my Violin lessons

15. Try to gossip lesser (trust me; i really am working hard on this!)

16. Help those in need (for eg: do charity, donate what i don't need)

17. Start designing my own dresses

18. Cook for people I love

19. Party less (eh-mmm)

20. Live a healthy lifestyle! ! !

Today is SUN-dae!

2010-01-04T02:35:00.000+11:00

Had a very relaxful Sunday :) awesome!!! Had breakkie wif parents @ Lavender then off to visit Katie Lee :o) That naughty girl poo-ed when we arrived at the doorstep! Kind of regained my lost energy over the past few days :) This coming week I got to work!!! Gambatte yo!

On another note...
I dislike people who pretend to care and pity when they are really mocking me behind my back. Thanks, but I don't want to hear all about your happenings! Keep that to yourself and leave me alone! I want to start the New Year with well wishes and new hopes. I don't want to keep dwelling in the past! FYI, I am doing great and don't need your concern!

After much rants...
I think i am falling sick. Been sneezing the whole of today... I hope it just means i got to rest more! I spent some time in applying for jobs today and I shall wait for good news :)

P.S: Desperately looking for a nice pink wallet !!! Anyone knows where i can get one? I prefer one with sweet baby pink. This decision was made because of a 'wallet-colour' research that ZY did last year when she was looking to get a new wallet. She got a super pretty purple one and things have been going on well. I seriously think i need one new pink wallet to change my luck!

Time to go shopping!

Hey 2010!!! You're HERE!

2010-01-03T01:07:00.000+11:00

Had pretty good fun in welcoming 2010 at the beach... should definitely do it again!

But now that Party Time's over, i should start getting focused on more important things... like getting a job.

2009 wasn't easy for me.
I sincerely hope 2010 (this year) will be good good good!!!

but why do i feel so out of touch with many things and many people?

Its only the 3rd day of the new year but i'm already feeling the stress from all directions.

But i believe working hard for something you want to achieve will never go wrong, because you'll never regret :) come on!

Thank You :)

2009-12-30T04:07:00.000+11:00

Its gonna be a long weekend!!!

Don't know exactly how I will be celebrating the arrival of 2010 ... but its gotta be with loved ones (family and good friends)!

In case I don't get a chance to blog before 1st Jan 2010... there's a few things i wanna say here...

1. Thank you to my family... my daddy, mummy and sisters :) This year has been a great year with support from all of you. Several times i have disappointed you all but never once did you gave up on me. I thank Buddha for giving me such a good and loving family :) Really.

2. Thank you to friends who made a difference in my life. Can't possibly name down all of you here because each and every single one of you means alot to me, and words cannot express that :)

I fell in love this year.
But then I also fell out of love.
Friends tell me its really no big deal :) Because its part of life.

2009 ... i had great memories. I lost & I won. I loved & hated. I laughed & cried. I made new friends but lost afew too.

But life goes on... 2010 may be a new year, but friendships never end... family ties will blossom. Love will find its way.

THANK YOU TO EVERYONE! I LOVE

YOU!

xoxo

Moments

2009-12-29T01:44:00.000+11:00

I am still sad because i lost my camera cable hence i couldn't upload the 9 photos from my camera's built-in memory which i promised my girls that i'll upload it real soon! Got to do it before the new year begins! I hate how i am always always always so careless ! I always misplace my important things... many times my friends and family had to keep on reminding me, and asking me questions like "did you remember your phone/passport/wallet?" There was once KS even had to pick up my phone cuz i dropped it on the chair at the bar, and i walked away jus like that. Imagine if he didnt see my phone!!!

For the new year, I shall try my best to be more careful wif everything!!!

Anyway... one of my girl-friends (whom i shall call X) shared wif me her clubbing moments with another one of my guy-friends (lets call him Y). - This was the "funny" story i said i wanted to share... :)

So, apparently X & Y got bit tipsy and drunk at the club. Hugged together-gether and Y wanted to play a KISSING game wif X.

Y: Lets play a game, i'll ask you 5 questions... You must answer the wrong answer. If you answer the right answer, you will have to kiss me.
X: OK!
Y: Question 1, are you a guy or a girl?
X: Guy!
Y: Ok... next question, which club are you at now?
X: The Opera.
Y: Which uni are you studying at?
X: Taylors.

Here comes the question which the girl X got wrong, but unfortunately she coudnt remember what question that was and the response she gave.
So anyhow... she replied the "right" answer and ...

Y: OH!! you have to kiss me now!
X: No, please don't force me...
Y: Why? you have a boyfriend/
X: No...

And i dont know what happened after that.

I dont know what is the moral of this story. I mean, there is no moral hahahha. But, its just cute to see two strangers (previously) hooking up together lols!

And don't ask me who X and Y are, because I won't say :)

2010 is coming...
why is it a lonely new year again :(

Good Nights!

2009-12-27T04:11:00.000+11:00

I had three consecutive good nights!

First it was X'mas Eve @ Velvet KL.
Then it was X'mas Day with family @ sister's new place :)
And it was tonight... with my dearest girls ZhiLi & Shingz in Singapore !

3 cities in 3 nights. Mad tired but i m loving this xmas! hehehe

i actually have a funny story to blog about but im gonna leave it till tomorrow cuz im dead sleepy from the night :)

And tomorrow's gonna be a gooden night too with lovelove Queenie!

Shingz: If you are reading this, UPLOAD the photos ASAP!

Merry Christmas !

2009-12-23T02:05:00.000+11:00

Since this is possibly the last post before Christmas 2009...

So, Merry Christmas to my dearest friends and

family ! ! !

For this year Christmas, something i had been hoping for quite some time did not happen... but nevertheless, I am still going to enjoy this year's xmas wif the loved ones around me :)

On Christmas Day itself, its also my Daddy's birthday! So its like double celebrations!!! I am looking forward for a good xmas eve with friends, and then definitely a warm family dinner on 25th. Chef of the day is gonna be my brother-in-law. Think turkish :)

This Magical Season... let us love :)

2009-12-21T03:50:00.000+11:00

It's the 2nd last week of December, which means... 2010 is nearing ! ! ! Excited Excited Excited :) :) :)

Had a pretty good day as well... met up with Jenny in City Square this afternoon- that girl is still looking good as ever! When she found me, I was in Etude House frantically grabbing on-sale items, especially accessories that were on 40% off. I mean, its madness not to grab them right?! Also got a good xmas pressie from there :o)

I LOVE SHOPPING DURING CHRISTMAS PERIOD because EVERYTHING IS ON SALE!!!
I even bought my favourite Mcdull latest movie on DVD at RM9.90. MAD CHEAP and makes me so happy!!! - KungFu Ding Ding Dong. hahahahahahaha. why mcdull never grows up?!

Also watched "Avatar" today- it's a really really good movie! But i always imagined Avatar people to be much more better looking than those in the movie. Hmm, i guess its not good to imagine too much.

Anyway, I got no plans for a Monday. So i'll try to wake up early and make my day more productive. Like... continue looking for jobs... send in resumes... write x'mas cards and watch TV. And clean up the house before my family gets home and starts screaming at me again!!! ^,^

Roses

2009-12-20T05:26:00.000+11:00

Blogging at 2am - when i am very well supposed to be asleep! ! ! Just got home not long ago from a gooden good night spent with Ash & KS. Dinner was at "Akashi" @ Paragon, because the queue at "Ding Tai Fong" was rather long and all of us were mad hungry :) Sashimi was awesome awesome awesome!!! yummie~

After dinner, we went to Cineleisure in a hope to get movie tickets for "Avatar" since good reviews about it were everywhere! But, as usual, for a Saturday night, tickets were gone fast and early :( so we didnt end up watching it anyways.

So, we went for a drink! Loves random talk :)

Some Chinese-Looking Bar (which is quite very pretty in the inside!)

Ash & June (in the dark)

A self-proclaimed artistic shot (which is not agreed by the other 2 -.-")

Thats about it :) Contents covered during the drinking session is of course a secret and will be kept secret.

Mweh-mweh-mwehhhh !!!

A Question about ROSES:

You are supposed to give your lover a bouquet of 10 roses. Given two colours of roses; RED & WHITE, what is the combination of red and white roses that you are going to give?

RED means... the amount of love & effort you expect your lover to put into the relationship,

WHITE means... the amount of love & effort you are willing to put into the relationship

My answer: 7 RED and 3 WHITE

KS's answer: 6 WHITE and 4 RED

Ash's answer......................: ALL 10 WHITE!!!!!!!!

omg omg omg ashhie :)

Hello Kitty says: eyyy, good night all!

Hi My Sweetheart :)

2009-12-19T02:23:00.001+11:00

I'm addicted to a new Taiwan idol series!!! It's called "Hi My Sweetheart" by Show Luo & Rainie Yang. This show is super hilarious at the beginning, but gets sad towards the middle. Its only out till ep 8 and i'm dying to watch the rest!!!

And i am going to be Home Alone this weekend because my family has gone on a short trip to elsewhere and refused to bring me along :'(
Hence i should make plans for my weekend too!

Just a random talk... Chocolate is a wonderful companion when one is not in the best mood! I brought back 6 boxes of chocolates from Melb & already finished 3 in a box. It really *miraculously* cheers me up abit!

And for X'mas this is my wishlist ... :

1. Miu Miu Signature Turn-lock Shoulder Bag

2. Lots of Christmas cards!

3. A very pretty Hello Kitty 2010 Calendar

4. Plenty of Chocolates!

5. A hug & kiss from *someone special*

6. A personalized doll

7. A photoframe that consists of memorable pictures

8. A sweet pink wallet

9. A small vacation with friends

10. Blessings & good health for everyone around me!

I seriously think I am not too greedy this year!
I know i havent been the best girl all year round, but Santa... You're the most forgiving, so please grant me my wishes!

Couple married for 59 years died moments apart

2009-12-17T15:39:00.000+11:00

I just read this news online (got the link from Twitter) and felt totally upset!!!

http://www.nwfdailynews.com/news/years-23769-couple-defuniak.html

I mean, i know death is inevitable... but i really can't bear to even think of it happening :(

But the couple actually died together... just moments apart. Goes to show that True Love never ends :)

But such things don't just happen to everyone do they?

P.S: Can't wait for the weekend to be here!

Pretty Emirates

2009-12-16T14:06:00.000+11:00

For the past 2 days I have been sleeping early at like 11.30pm. And the best thing is... sleep totally claimed me, and last night i even dreamt of Facebooking!!! Hahaha... i facebook in my dreams!!! officially the coolest :-)

Anyway i really feel like sharing with u guys this!!! This is Emirates... when the lights are off, this is what i see! Stars stars stars in a plane! And they change colour too! See the light by the side, its purple right? It changes to blue, then to orange too. And the stars themselves change to multiple colours too.... its really really pretty and i just can't stop looking at them when i was inside the plane. *and now that im out, im still trying to imagine!* Its really, much more prettier in real life! Go take an Emirates today :)

Its like... simple things people do... but they brightened up many others' days...

This December...

Give more than you expect to receive!

This is what this season is all about!!! Show your LOVE!

Hearty Blog

2009-12-15T02:17:00.000+11:00

I was going to say...

I felt like a total fool for believing
I felt like a total fool for wasting time on it

And now I am going to say this...

Thank you to *a few trusted friends* who listened to my rants and just stood by me, supporting me. For giving me the hope that i lost awhile ago.

Thank you to the one who told me "stars never stop shining"- and You are the star :)

Can't wait for Christmas to be here, then very soon its gonna be 2010. Really excited over it! Because... a new year marks a new beginning!

1. I'll forget the people who left me behind,

2. Remember the ones who left footprints in my life and held my hands in walking it...

3. & most importantly, Forgive the ones who disappointed me.

Likewise, I hope everyone else will do the same.
If i have disappointed anyone this year (or before), please forgive me. I will try to be a better person in the coming year :)

Tears will dry, Rain will stop;- the world will not stop moving because of a certain someone. People, buck up & keep the race going!!!

Amitabha~

*You'll never know how strong you are, until being strong is the only choice you have".

Nothing can put me down.

2009-12-14T18:45:00.000+11:00

Back home and its all hotness again! Touched down at 11.15pm, left Changi Airport at 12am and reached home at 1am - How fast is that!!! Showered, finished a box of chocolates and fell straight asleep! :) :) :)

Mad mad mad tired from the travelling! Fell sick during the trip as well... but it wasn't very serious so i still get to enjoy the whole trip generally :o) Really happy to be able to catch up with all the good people down there in Melb!

To be honest, something happened during this trip which made me rather upset. But, its also because of this thing that im feeling totally fresh now :) It's very worthwhile and i'm feeling appreciated.

Heart to heart talks with a few best friends made me realize how much i have to grow. Chances don't just wait for you to go and grab it, this is what i learnt. Parting with F & D & Z & L (and many others) is again, one of the most saddening thing to deal with this holiday. F calls it "self-torturing"! hahaha...

Yes, we all have our own future to build! So let's do it!!!

I'm up again! Nothing can put me down :)

Greetings from Melbourne!

2009-12-09T01:33:00.000+11:00

I'm gonna be here in Melb for a week, till the 13th.

Havent slept since i touched down... super super super sleepy!!!

But thanks to AJ & Gyin for organizing the gathering today... and the efforts in preparing all the yummilicious food! It was great seeing everyone again! And of cuz, thanks to AK for driving me from the city!

Alright... think i better go shower n zzz. GOOD NIGHT!!! mad tired.

Ready. GO!

2009-12-07T14:27:00.000+11:00

Good Morning!!! * Yawnzzies * Woke up at 9am to make an important call... then sent an important email. Now i'm just waiting for results :) Hope things will become better! Super sleepy !!!

I had 2 dreams last night... 2 of which i can remember very clearly. The first one is like a dream come true :) But I can't really see who the other person in the dream was...
The second dream was a nightmare... dreamt of someone i know being murdered. Sigh, not the best feeling when i woke up from that dream...

So anyway, I wish the first dream can come true but not the second one!!!

Gonna start packing now... (been saying so since last afternoon but till now havent packed anything) and leave for airport latersss. But before that - shopping & chilling out at Orchard.

And I hope the next one week will be fun :o) byezzz.

Photos from AGO...

2009-12-06T03:48:00.003+11:00

Really sleepy right now but still wanna blog before i hit the sack!

Someone (I don't know who; Unknown number...) kept calling me in the middle of the night recently and its getting super annoying! I don't pick it up because i always thought i am in a dream when the phone rings. Then when it stops ringing, i wake up to reality. It freaks me out, then i have trouble falling back asleep. GRRR!!! Really hate it when phone calls wake me up from my sleep in the middle of the night!

For reporting sake,

JR and KW came down to JBtown today and we met for lunch,

together with Why Queen & Su Chin :) Super fun

catching up and i uncovered quite afew mysteries that i've been

missing out! shocking to the max for some, but i like to be fed

with more more gossips :o)

But then again, i hope gossips are for the gooden side... not the bad ones...

Came home, took a short nap.. got woken up by calls (yet again!!!) then went for dinner... and grocery shopping afters!!! Forgot to get "chicken risotto" package today... gonna get it tomorrow and cook it!!! If i don't start cooking i might lose my skills! Besides, thats like the only thing i can cook besides cabbage, fried rice and mushroom chicken. lol!

Some photos from few months back (in melbourne) i found .. but not uploaded on Facebook cuz i forgot to! Thought it'll be abit late to upload just few pictures of such long time ago now...

*These photos were taken when Ashlea went to Melbbie for holidays in September 2009*

Edward & Bobby *Korean BBQ @ Da Chang Jing*

Leonard the super ANTI-FACEBOOK guy. haha!

Raymond & Ashhie! :):):)

Proven. Leonard's a DICK HEAD!!!

Finally, a group photo that calls the night :) Thankful for having such good friends even after many years and lack of contact !

Heart you all!!!

& when it happens...

2009-12-04T03:24:00.000+11:00

When happiness and sadness meet... should i smile or should i tear?

I mean, well yes there are things to be happy about... for example.. to congratulate some friends for their good results and their graduation...

but for those who didnt do well as expected... im sorry to hear about that but i'll keep praying for things to get better... for a miracle to happen :)

Btw a big congrats to all those who graduated!!! YAY! As said by Ej... welcome to june's world. The jobless society. lol that guy is damn mean!

" & when i first met you, i never would have imagined that i would have such strong feelings for you. I never would have thought that i would have dreams about you or miss being by your side or get butterflies in my stomach when someone mentions your name. When i first met you, i never would have thought that i would love you."

I am so tired of certain things happening around me. They say age is just a number. Now i really believe so.

Good Night to people whom I call Friends. Love you all!!!

XOXO

2012

2009-12-01T02:53:00.002+11:00

Just a short update...
though there isn't much to "report"...

i enjoy spending private times like one-to-one talk over lunch/dinner with friends because i feel safe to say things that probably were not meant to be shared wif too many others.

Especially after watching 2012... i begin to treasure moments like this even more!

When i was watching it... i was half tearing, half screaming...
Then i thought of twittering it down.
I am soooo addicted to twitter that i think i am mad!!! yea but anyways...

both WQ & I had the same thoughts after watching it. We had the sudden urge of "telling" someone we like about our feelings, because we're worried there's not much time left.
you know... the usual post-movie-depression.

But then i thought again...
its super damn sad because, i don't even know who to call.
This is such an empty feeling!!!

I envy queenie because at least she knows who is on her mind :) and i wish her best of luck!

and a funny thing that happened today;;;
that MT said to meet for dinner at 8pm in JB, but at 5.30pm he's still in KL.
in the end he said... he'll reach at 11pm, so meet for tea. ?!?!?!?!

yawnnzies... boy! time management skills hahaha.

alrightees. good night!

mmmmmmmmm

2009-11-29T02:29:00.002+11:00

LIFE IS TOO SHORT

to wake up in the morning with regrets.

So, love the people who treat you right,

forgive the ones who don't,

and believe that everything happens for a reason.

If you get a chance, take it.

If it changes your life, let it.

Nobody said it'd be easy,

they just promised

IT WOULD BE WORTH IT...

Just wondering... if it happens to you guys too...

The 1 hour before you fall asleepzzz, and when ur comfortably put onto bed... you think of all the possible things you set your mind on doing the next morning/day. But when you really wake up the next day... those ideas became not so possible, a waste of time; like a burst bubble.

Does that happen to you too???

#$%#@ RANTS %$#*%

For quite afew times someone consistently criticize my profiles pictures (in msn or facebook) and i am really starting to get annoyed. I dislike it when YOU criticize the pictures i put up. You can say they are fugly or whatever, but don't don't don't ask me to take them down! Why do u even think you have the rights to ask me to do such things? Have I ever said i have to be perfect every single time? NO! By saying those things, you are being rude and childish. AND this is the last time you're going to hear this from me, don't ask me to meet you again. One more time i hear it, you're not going to hear from me again. I mean it!

Okay, i'm sorry the others have to see me scolding others. Actually im just trying to reason things out with a certain someone. I tried to communicate through other ways but it doesnt work. Everytime i try to complete a sentence, that somebody replies with a horribly rude comment :(

Anywais.... gooddddd nighttttt!

XOXO

Friends till the end!

2009-11-27T04:00:00.003+11:00

Ok its time to announce... that i have left my previous job. I have explained myself i think a million times... basically its just because:

1. i don;t like the job

2. its too stressful

3. i dont think i am suitable for it

*i know i sound like a loser* but i am really hoping to find something else that suits me better. But if u ask me exactly what now, i have no idea...

So yes, i hope... if u guys see me, try not to ask me too much about why i left, cuz it upsets me. Thanks!!!

I really do feel ashamed of myself too... i asked myself, why can't i do it when many others have done it? i have no answer... maybe im not disciplined enough (highly possible), im too lazy (possible...)...

Sigh Sigh Sigh :( :( :(

Now that its all out, i do feel better.

I hope everyone supports me :)

And everytime i'm down... I look at the photo frame Frank & Dev gave me when i left Melb.

This is the photo inside the photo frame!!! Friends till the end... I really appreciate it so much!!!!!

Can't wait to see you guys XOXO :)

Enlightened

2009-11-25T02:45:00.002+11:00

Super tiring day today...
anyway, i think i just got enlightened today.
Like, FINALLY!!!

I should stop finding excuses for it.
And MOVE ON :)
For which i think i am already 1/2 way there...
SO people, please wish me luck!

Been really really tired emotionally & physically lately... I think i really need a break. Like, a vacation. A weekend getaway. To anywhere. Just need to get away from all these... !!! NOW!

After running a big round, i am back to square.
Reckon there's no one as foolish as i am...

I thought i am strong, but im not...
I thought i am independent, but im definitely wrong.
I thought i can do many things... then i realise i thought too highly of myself.

In fact, there's too many things i can't cope with.

But this is a journey...
I'm on my way to becoming a new person :)

WATCH MEH!!!

The story about two strangers...

2009-11-23T01:26:00.002+11:00

damn i look so fugly now wif a super swollen left eye. I HATE IT... my eye is always swollen when i dun get enough rest.
work is super tiring and im getting sick from it...
plus it was jiejie & jiefu's wedding yesterday; so i was really super busy and i think i havent slept well for a week! So last night, when everything was finally over (for the time being).. i dropped dead on bed and woke up to a 9am morning call. yawnnzies.

Congratulations again, Bryan & Cat! This is the start of another happy story :)

Went to Elle to do my hair yesterday and was really pleased with the stylist! You know how normally stylists always do your hair in a way slightly different from what you requested? But this stylist seems to understand EXACTLY what i want and did my hair perfectly. Now i have a new favourite stylist :o)

Just because 80% of the stylists doesnt understand between curls and not so curls and waves. And, this one does !

My Iphone went mad !!! I think its on STRIKE!
oh no please dun do this to me... can't live w/o it...

now about this....................

A story about two strangers...
One a little stranger than the other...

hugs!