“Life is better when you are here with me”

December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 February 2011

No life is good forever.
Nothing will be there for you all the time.
You can't just say things and then pretend nothing happened the next day.

To be honest,
one can never depend on someone else.
when everything and everyone fails you, you will have no one but yourself.

And when you fall down,
no one will help you. not because they don't care at all, but more of they don't have the energy to care as well.
you can't blame others.
so what u need to do is learn to climb back up again.

if u think life is bad now,
it's probably gonna get worse.
so.. just be prepared.

I have no more energy to care about too much things.
I already have a million and one things to worry about from the moment i open my eyes in the morning.
i dont blame others for not understanding, because i wont be able to understand what they feel too.

i only pray for all other matters to move aside.
I really only have a mind big enough for all these.
I can;t cope with more.

So please, please, and please.
just let me off if you know you can't help.
which is most probably so.

and those words are mainly for me.