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Sunday, November 29, 2009 || 2:29 AM
LIFE IS TOO SHORT
to wake up in the morning with regrets.
So, love the people who treat you right,
forgive the ones who don't,
and believe that everything happens for a reason.
If you get a chance, take it.
If it changes your life, let it.
Nobody said it'd be easy,
they just promised
IT WOULD BE WORTH IT...
Just wondering... if it happens to you guys too...
The 1 hour before you fall asleepzzz, and when ur comfortably put onto bed... you think of all the possible things you set your mind on doing the next morning/day. But when you really wake up the next day... those ideas became not so possible, a waste of time; like a burst bubble.
Does that happen to you too???
#$%#@ RANTS %$#*%
For quite afew times someone consistently criticize my profiles pictures (in msn or facebook) and i am really starting to get annoyed. I dislike it when YOU criticize the pictures i put up. You can say they are fugly or whatever, but don't don't don't ask me to take them down! Why do u even think you have the rights to ask me to do such things? Have I ever said i have to be perfect every single time? NO! By saying those things, you are being rude and childish. AND this is the last time you're going to hear this from me, don't ask me to meet you again. One more time i hear it, you're not going to hear from me again. I mean it!
Okay, i'm sorry the others have to see me scolding others. Actually im just trying to reason things out with a certain someone. I tried to communicate through other ways but it doesnt work. Everytime i try to complete a sentence, that somebody replies with a horribly rude comment :(
Anywais.... gooddddd nighttttt!
XOXO
Friends till the end!
Friday, November 27, 2009 || 4:00 AM
Ok its time to announce... that i have left my previous job. I have explained myself i think a million times... basically its just because:
1. i don;t like the job
2. its too stressful
3. i dont think i am suitable for it
*i know i sound like a loser* but i am really hoping to find something else that suits me better. But if u ask me exactly what now, i have no idea...
So yes, i hope... if u guys see me, try not to ask me too much about why i left, cuz it upsets me. Thanks!!!
I really do feel ashamed of myself too... i asked myself, why can't i do it when many others have done it? i have no answer... maybe im not disciplined enough (highly possible), im too lazy (possible...)...
Sigh Sigh Sigh :( :( :(
Now that its all out, i do feel better.
I hope everyone supports me :)
And everytime i'm down... I look at the photo frame Frank & Dev gave me when i left Melb.
This is the photo inside the photo frame!!! Friends till the end... I really appreciate it so much!!!!!
Can't wait to see you guys XOXO :)
Enlightened
Wednesday, November 25, 2009 || 2:45 AM
Super tiring day today...
anyway, i think i just got enlightened today.
Like, FINALLY!!!
I should stop finding excuses for it.
And MOVE ON :)
For which i think i am already 1/2 way there...
SO people, please wish me luck!
Been really really tired emotionally & physically lately... I think i really need a break. Like, a vacation. A weekend getaway. To anywhere. Just need to get away from all these... !!! NOW!
After running a big round, i am back to square.
Reckon there's no one as foolish as i am...
I thought i am strong, but im not...
I thought i am independent, but im definitely wrong.
I thought i can do many things... then i realise i thought too highly of myself.
In fact, there's too many things i can't cope with.
But this is a journey...
I'm on my way to becoming a new person :)
WATCH MEH!!!
The story about two strangers...
Monday, November 23, 2009 || 1:26 AM
damn i look so fugly now wif a super swollen left eye. I HATE IT... my eye is always swollen when i dun get enough rest.
work is super tiring and im getting sick from it...
plus it was jiejie & jiefu's wedding yesterday; so i was really super busy and i think i havent slept well for a week! So last night, when everything was finally over (for the time being).. i dropped dead on bed and woke up to a 9am morning call. yawnnzies.
Congratulations again, Bryan & Cat! This is the start of another happy story :)
Went to Elle to do my hair yesterday and was really pleased with the stylist! You know how normally stylists always do your hair in a way slightly different from what you requested? But this stylist seems to understand EXACTLY what i want and did my hair perfectly. Now i have a new favourite stylist :o)
Just because 80% of the stylists doesnt understand between curls and not so curls and waves. And, this one does !
My Iphone went mad !!! I think its on STRIKE!
oh no please dun do this to me... can't live w/o it...
now about this....................
A story about two strangers...
One a little stranger than the other...
hugs!
This is a mental torture!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, November 20, 2009 || 9:52 AM
Sleepy Head
Monday, November 16, 2009 || 3:25 AM

I reckon i am sleepy 3/4 the time i am awake. What should i know to make myself more energetic? Besides Mother & RedBull???
I daydream way too much and i think something's very wrong wif me!
You know how when you watch taiwan/korean dramas... an imaginery cloud always pops up on top of the actors' head when they are imagining something? I think that happening to me!
I think and imagine EVERYTHING and im sick of myself !!! I need to do use that time to do more meaningful things...
And I am recently SO TIRED that i am lazy to chat on Msn.
Yawnziees again.
Anyway dinner tonight @ Lawryn's was fun but to be honest, food wasn't that good- for the amount of $$$ we are paying that is. Ambience-wise is great :) Great place to bring your date but probably not for the food.
But then again, when ur eating wif someone u like... even shit tastes okay... hahaha thats just what i think
i am talking crap because i am sleepy and just wanna blog for no reason.
hmmmmmmmm...........
okie, good night!
Weekend!
Saturday, November 14, 2009 || 12:14 PM
Good Morning World! & stretches, yawnnzies ... and fall back asleep.
How many more days can i actually sleep till 9am?
Got a full-packed weekend coming up...
Gonna go
colour and trim my hair later so I can be ready and pretty for the mysterious party later tonight!!! Meeting up wif the other "sisters" to discuss the games for next week :o)
ooo this is so
exciting !!! *giggles*
For tomorrow (sunday) i am going to do some necessary shoppings for work wear, then off to sg for
dinner with ashie & bobbie! Bobby is here on transit from melbourne to indo... hence i am accompanying ash to say HI & Bye to him cuz we dunno whens the next time we'll meet him again too!
GOOD FOOD here we come!!!
Interview on Monday with
Bain&Mercer...well, as JR said... just go ahead, no harm trying to0! (haha i typed no hair trying just now!)
Then its Medical checkup & probably gonna start work before that too.
wahhhhhhhhhhhh so tired already!!! -
where's my loves to help motivate me?!Meanwhile I shall peep into my wardrobe and figure out my outfit tonight?
Have a great weekend my dears :)
xoxo
11:11:2009
Thursday, November 12, 2009 || 12:18 AM
Ok this is my favourite date!!! Just because it is 11:11 !!!
So before the clock struck 12am and 11:11 turns into 12:11...
I have something to announce!!!
That...
I am getting engaged!
No, kidding. seriously.
I am no longer jobless (for the time being) !!! :)
Not gonna share too much info here since this is public and personally, i think i would want to keep that private (but if u talk to me privately its okay hehe)
I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired from all the travellings!!! Been waking up 5-6am these few days and seriously not getting enough sleep.
Enough sleep for me = at least 12 hours sleep a day.
I think working life is so gonna torture me. I need motivations everyday.
Lazy and cant be bothered with colouring my texts, so please bear with this boring dull entry!
dunnno what else to sayyyyyyyy. alrightbbiieez.
Sundayyyyyyyyyyy.
Sunday, November 8, 2009 || 8:26 PM
Another week is
gone yet again!!!
What are you guys doing over there?
Today i am
disappointed again- over something at home :(
oh well, this is life. So anyway, the early celebration for Zhili's 21st yesterday was
GREAT !!! Had tons of fun catching up with the girls... should do this more often yea?
19th Dec; Xmas celebration @ Sentosa!!! Yay!
14th Nov; Mystery Night @ Red Box JB
9th Nov; KL (Cititel Hotel Midvalley)
Can't wait to see
lovelovetracey(work hard for exams!) &
darlingwhyqueenie(food food food) !!!
and there you go... my favourite picture of the week goes to this...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHI LI!!!

check out the legendary AngelEyes *lacking Joycelyn though*
ahhhhh screams, i love you ShinWoooooooo :o)
Appreciation
Saturday, November 7, 2009 || 2:44 AM
I really felt quite upset over something that happened today. But I tell myself i must be persistent and keep trying :)
There are still many people who are being so kind to me!!! Really appreciate it very much...
Cannot be so weak anymore!!!
On the other hand...
Zhili's 21st celebration @
Marina Barrage tomorrow ... so looking forward to see the girls and their bfs!!!
Picnic! Finalllllllllllllly.
Another episode of "You're Beautiful" before bed time.
ZhiLi: hey whats the name of the korean drama you're addicted to again?
June: You're beautiful.
ZhiLi: Thank u... :)
June: &^$%%$#%@)*
GOOD NIGHT!!!xoxo
Today...
Friday, November 6, 2009 || 12:49 AM
Well ; i had a day full of shocks and surprises. Mind the difference btw both!
Got up @ 6am *(i only slept at 3am the night before)* wif swollen panda eyes cuz brother-in-law forgot to bring his ring out so i have to deliver it to him at the door. Then got ready to go out... last thing is do is to fill out the passport. The *SHOCK* came in here- my passport was nowhere to be seen!!! *gasps gasps gasps*!!!
Turns out i left my passport in my brother-in-law (another one)'s car and guess where he was when i realised... he was in SENTOSA !!! yes SENTOSA!
Because of a stupid careless mistake i made... i caused so much of an inconvenience to everyone around me!!! :'(
My dad and sister had to travel to singapore to retrieve my passport...and to make the process faster... my uncle (who was staying in sg) had to travel from sengkang to sentosa to get my passport from my brother-in-law then drive all the way to kranji (which, in case u dunno.. is near the causeway to JB) and passed it to my dad. And because of this, everyone's late to work.
I feel soooooooooooo guilty and so stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why am i sooooo careless?!!
Then i wasn't feeling too well, possibly due to the amount of sushis and sashimis i ate over the week. *think for every single day...* and today i came home, dad bought me sushi again!!!
And, for the first time in 9 years... dad scolded me this morning.
I...
Learnt my lesson... really.
Wishing for the best.
Confused.
Very very confused.
Amitabha~
孫自佑 My new Idol!!!
Monday, November 2, 2009 || 5:03 AM
My body clock is so
screwed up! The time I sleep is the time the sun rises. Sounds like a
VaMpIrEzzz? I should get myself really really tired... so i can sleep better at night!
Listening to guys who can sing really well is such a BLESS!!! Was watching
超級星光大道(
第五季) on youtube and was totally mesmerized by
孫自佑!!! The confidence he has when he sings. That annoying arrogant look he had when he sang "Put on that funky music" is actually helluva-cuteness!!! Totally adores him & no one can deny that he is really born to perform!
BOY I LOVE YOU!!! Looking forward to your first album!!!!!! hooyay!!!

孫自佑 GAMBATTE YO!
Another guy (who got no. 5 in the finals) whom i really really find talented is
李杰宇 :o)

This guy is not only academically talented, he is also a great singer & not to forget, he's quite cute too! The Aaron Kwok's song that he sang in the finals was an amazing one (even though he really needs to brush up his pronounciation of canto before he sings a canto song...hmmooz)! - He tore his shirt open to reveal his six-packs! *which i cudn't see clearly* but heavens he is so cute! How many cute guys have such nice voice like him?! I am going to support his albums too!!!
SINGING IS MY PASSION.
LISTENING TO PEOPLE WHO SINGS WITH THEIR HEARTS IS EVEN BETTARRRR!
Fallin' - In and Out.
Sunday, November 1, 2009 || 4:36 AM
I'm hopeless. I'm at the point of no return. I am addicted. I think. I am mad !!!
But. I am recovering from the madness.
Hookay, so the first interview went pretty alright :) Thanks Buddha! I am looking forward and praying hard to get into the 2nd one!!!
Amitabha~The first question that was popped at me is my education history. The interviewer (quite a pretty young lady) found my education history abit peculiar hence i was to explain why i jumped so many schools. (actually not alot right? Just 6!) But anyway the experience was a pleasant one! heehee.
Then had dinner wif Celest and ICE CREAM!!! yum-yum-yum.
Had a pretty long and tiring day today as well.
Designed my own dress for the FIRST TIME in my life!!! Hence tomorrow i am going to discuss my design with my dress designer and then she'll tailor make it for me :o) ooooh can't wait to see the results! If my first dress comes out looking not bad, think i'll consider designing more :) teeheehees.
Another episode of "You're Beautiful" and im gonna crash the bed!