“Life is better when you are here with me”

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I am nervous but at the same time can't do anything!
What if the interviewer asks me really hard questions?
What if i get tooooo nervous and starts stammering?

I keep telling myself not to be nervous and just be myself.
But is being myself good enough?

Anyway... gonna finish up ep 6 of "You're Beautiful" - yes i am so addicted ! :)
and zzz !!! Its past the beauty sleep hour but still hoping for sweet dreams and good sleep!

Dinner wif Celest & her friend tomorrow. How long have i not seen that lovely girl?
yum-yum-yum!!!

Wish me good luck for the interview later in the afternoon 3pm!

Amitabha~

Sometimes things happen when you least expect it to.

For example...
-Receiving a phone call from an old friend at the oddest hour
-Eat a potato and it fell into the toilet bowl
-Two people getting together suddenly
-Two people breaking up suddenly
-An accident

-L.O.V.E

Yes, Love happens when u least expect it to :)

But becareful,
there is a difference between Respect & Love.
Have you realized it yet?

I'm...
Selfish
Impatient,and a little
Insecure...

I make mistakes,
i am out of control & at times...
Hard to handle.

But if you can't
handle me at my worst.,

then you absolutely
don't deserve me at my best...

This is so scary.
A supposedly normal chat with a very good friend on MSN ended up leaving both of us in shock.
Some things are really fated.

Shall not elaborate more here as this is way toooooo private. But i need to vent!!! *Turns to my diary & QQ*

Life only gets more and more complicated.
Why can't some people use their brain and think? *just referring to some*

Don't make life so difficult for others!!! Grr Grr Grr.

I would like to share with u guys a story on life, that i just read on Mobjet. The author of this story, Vivian, gave me a motivational push, and i wish it will do the same to u :)

"This is a story of mine, and it's about one of the saddest lessons in my life.

When I was only 4 years old, I played game with friends in house yard. Suddenlly there was a little sparrow which couldn't fly yet dropped down from its nest on the tree. I liked the little sparrow very much and wanted to keep it at home.

Before I took it back home, I remembered that my parents didn't allow me to keep animal at home. So I had to put the little sparrow behind the door carefully, and went to ask my parents to allow me to keep the sparrow at home.

Finally my mother said yes to me, and I was very happy. But when I ran behind the door to take the sparrow, I found the sparrow wasn't there anymore, and there was only a cat with feather and blood in its mouth.

It gave me a big lesson and made me feel sad till now. It was right to save the little sparrow, but I was afraid to be blamed by parents and didn't do it immediately. Finally, although I wasn't blamed by parents, I killed the little sparrow.

If you think it's the right thing you should do, please begin to do it as soon as you can. If you always cannot make a decision fast, of course you won't do anything wrong, but you will also lose the opportunity to get success."

I likey this photo because its like candid :D

We looked oh-so-COOL!

WQ sooooooo kawaii ^^

Last but not least, i heart you girl!

XOXO

I'd rather have bad times with you,
than good times with someone else.
I'd rather be beside you in a storm,
than safe and warm by mysef.
I'd rather have hard times together,
than to have it easy apart.
Because... You are You.

After 4 consecutive nights of only few hours of sleep... i m totally worn out and when i looked into the mirror this morning i thought i saw a ghost- and that's me. Puffy eyes + red nose due to flu. Super upset at the sight.

And i've got a long hard week to survive :(
And and and...
P&G rejected my application yesterday... qualifications not enough? or did i screw up the IQ test???
I feel sooooooooooooooooooo DUMB !!!

arhhhh feeling horrible.
i need peking duck to make me happy!

OMG i have a wedding dinner tonight to attend and i'm in Polo Tee & Jeans. Shit embarrassing.

TA!

Another 2 days, it'll be exacty 1 month you left us...
Now i'm at the place where we used to spend time together, the feeling of missing you gets stronger and stronger.

Why is it so hard for me to accept that you're gone?
Or are you still around.............................

I miss you so...

I'm starting to feel tired... but it hasn't even started.
Gonna be in KL from tomorrow till Sunday...
taking a flight back from KL in the afternoon, and then i've got to rush to a cousin's wedding (i wish i don't have to attend!!!)
Work the next day till wednesday because an english teacher is taking deepavali leave for 3 days so i am asked to stand in~

Oh no... i think i am turning lazier and lazier by the day!
Hurry hurry get a job and earn money already june!
well its not like i dont want to...
just haven't found the right job, yet.

Good dinner with @Ash yesterday :) Look forward to see her again!

But before that...
im gonna have heaps of fun in KL!
woohoo, time to pack!!!

<3>

That day i was telling mum... "how sweet is it that, for 2 people who are far apart from each other, still feel the presence of each other when they look at the same moon, at the same time..."

Tonight i feel the same thing...
Not that the other person is also looking at the moon...

But its like..
when i look at the moon and think of you,
the world seems to only rotate for both of us :)

P.S: I did not really look at the moon, but u know what i mean :D

喜欢你是幸福的！！！わたしわすきです！！！！

In Life, its always like this...

You'll never get the one you love
And the ones whom you don't love will always be around.

WHY WHY WHY?

No progress today.
Shall work on my CV tomorrow morning!!! ARGHHHHHHH >.<
Thanks to him who gave me valuable insights on how to improve my CV, and write a good cover letter :)

P.S: Left my phone in sis's car jus now... will only be getting it back tomorrow afternoon. I can't survive a minute without my phone!!!

Gooden night!

its 1.23am over here in Malaysia and i have just sent in 2 online applications for P&G. The first one looks very very tempting and i really hope to get it!!! But nothing is easy, i just have to work hard for it.

Inspired by Marcus, i am determined to send in at least 2 applications daily until i get a job.
2 days ago i sent 2 applications to MediaCorp as well, this afternoon one to Cleo Magazine.

Gonna make a trip to Singapore later (for shopping) and also maybe drop by Raffles Place to visit Ash's agent and see what she can do for me.

Stressed to the max... even stress-er than having exams, like seriously. And this is only the start!!!

People, wish me gooden luck!!!

原来思念一个人是这种感觉。。。
好痛苦啊！！！
想见又见不到，听也听不到。。。

JR，你的“距离算设么”很有问题！

They say "Absence makes the mind grows fonder"
Is it true?

its the first day back home from Melbourne, and this time i won't be returning back for studies anymore. The feeling sucks big time.
to be honest, its only the first day and i've had a number of difficulties. A number of times i just wanna book an air ticket and fly off again. But, be sensible... i told myself!

maybe its just me
its only little little things but i just don't like it...

i dont like it when i get told off with things like these:
- i got woken up by someone else in the morning
- i get told off by not unpacking my luggage
- by not putting my cup back
- by bringing a bear back
- by using laptop on bed
- by watching TV and then forgot to turn off the fan
- by on-ing the aircon too much
- by online-ing too much (which is a norm for me...)
- by sleeping
- by not finishing my food and choosing food
- by being questioned about the things i buy and use.

i hate being controlled.
but others dont seem to have such big problems with that...
maybe its because i havent been staying at home since 15/
THIS FEELING SUCKS.

:( FLy me back.