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My 100th Post
Saturday, August 29, 2009 || 1:02 AM
So this is my
100th post... shall make it abit more special! :)
For this special post...
I shall make a promise to myself... to have better self-control.
1. Do not talk or interact with him like he's the special one.
2. Treat him like any other normal friends.
3. Direct my attention to something else so my feelings for him can be reduced at the fastest speed within a short period of time.
4. Don't think so much!!!
5. Concentrate on looking for a job...
Because i feel that i have worked hard enough for him, and any extra efforts are somewhat unnecessary already...
I should quit trying to figure out whats on him mind, and instead, open up my mind and eyes ; the world is huge... there's still lots of things for me to explore!
Why should i continue to like him when he's not sure what he wants?
Hence, i'll let him decide... when he finally knows what he wants. It may be too late, but at least i tried. No regrets.
For now, i shall keep running and open up a brand new road for myself :o)
This, is a promise i promise to keep to!
You know what? I shall apply this sentence again...
The world does not only revolve around you. So, without you... my life still goes on!I miss you, but i assure you soon i won't anymore.
