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Heart to Heart Talk
Tuesday, August 25, 2009 || 8:03 PM
I had a good talk about relationships with one of my best friends last night. She was caught in a dilemma for quite some time and she finally sorted things out and made a decision. I wouldn't know if its the best decision, but what i feel is... as long as she does not regret, and is happy about this current relationship now, i will always support her :)
Another friend then sat me down and told me its time that i get serious about such things. I was rather disappointed with it because it just sounded like i've never been serious at all. Then i thought about it, a true friend wouldn't say such things if it werent real... so i began to reflect back and found some truth in those words.
Maybe i was just afraid of too many things.
I should grow up.
As the day nears... my mood deteoriates.
Where do i get the courage to return? The day i fear most, is finally... getting nearer and nearer.
If you ask me why i fear the return so much...
I wouldnt even know how to begin. ...Some things are better not experienced and exposed...
