“Life is better when you are here with me”

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So this is my 100th post... shall make it abit more special! :)

For this special post...
I shall make a promise to myself... to have better self-control.

Because i feel that i have worked hard enough for him, and any extra efforts are somewhat unnecessary already...

I should quit trying to figure out whats on him mind, and instead, open up my mind and eyes ; the world is huge... there's still lots of things for me to explore!

Why should i continue to like him when he's not sure what he wants?

Hence, i'll let him decide... when he finally knows what he wants. It may be too late, but at least i tried. No regrets.

For now, i shall keep running and open up a brand new road for myself :o)
This, is a promise i promise to keep to!

You know what? I shall apply this sentence again...
The world does not only revolve around you. So, without you... my life still goes on!




I am getting so bored !!! When everyone else is busy with their assignments and catching up with their studies... i seriously dont know what i can do to pass time. well actually i do have quite a number of things on my t0-do-list but sometimes i just can't be bothered!!!

So i wake up everyday thinking of what to have for lunch, then dinner, and sometimes supper. This kind of life is super meaningless but i guess thats what holidays are meant to be.

I am officially jobless and unemployed. Time for reality check!!!

Dad called me few nights ago and told me "you should stay out and play everyday until you are tired... then go back home and sleep! must enjoy your last month in melbourne june!"

So, yes daddy, i am doing what i am best at doing... self-entertainment and having loads of fun :o) hahaha!

P.S: i think my eye condition is getting worse. helpppppppppppp
P.P.S: JR says my blog is getting harder and harder to understand; yes? no?



Well... i'm back from Mt Buller and skiing was great, even though i only went up and down once; hahaha. But falling down and getting up is very exciting. I actually regret not going up one more time because i was scared of falling down. This morning i woke up feeling super regretful.

Graco & AK were too hungry; they decided to eat my ball!!!

Hmm... then i thought to myself, maybe at the end of the year i shall visit another country for some more snow :) ..and shopping hehe.

Marcus and I getting ready to Ski & Snowboard :) woohoo!

my whole body is super super sore today!!! i even found it hard and forceful to take off my clothes. lying on my bed seems to be the best thing today... :o)

i was looking at the photos on facebook, then i realise...i miss u so much! so near yet so far... hmm~

how long have i not seen you?

Group Picture of all 7 of us :) Great friends, great company = Bliss!

Its no one's fault.
Waiting is not the best thing i like to do.
I'd rather just forget about it because ... there is no because.
i merely dont know what to do next.

but when you finally decide to look back and found out i'm not there anymore...
its because you don't know how to treasure.

if that day ever comes...

P.S: lightbulb went dead; time to replace it. punishment for being lazy ):

P.P.S: Going Mt Buller for skiing this weekend, looking forward to it! Been a long time since i last skiied!!!

Its been raining since last night... and I actually got woken up by the strong wind this morning... it was super scary and i thought my windows are gonna be hit by the tree infront of the house!!! So i actually hid under my bed and then i heard a loud BANG, and it was followed by some police or ambulance cars after... which i still dunno what happened until now. hmm...

well so, had a good weekend but i think its too fast :(
went for horseriding yesterday at mornington peninsula... great experience! my pony's Belle and she's lovely. mwahh.

then we went to watch sunset. ... a pity i didnt have him with me to watch it :(

but all in all, it was a gooden trip and i enjoyed it.
off to dinner now!!! :o)

Yes, sometimes... The truth can be ugly and hurtful. Not only does it hurts very much, it also makes someone thinks that he/she has been so naive to believe almost everything said.

But, we can't really blame the other person for doing such things because in Love, all is fair and square. No point crying over spilt milk anyway.

The damage is already done.

I hope my baby love will get over it soon and cheer up :) i love you!


P.S: The movie "The Ugly Truth" is also a worth-watching one. Watching it with someone special is even bettaaaaarrrrr.. <3 <3 <3 Then again, as long as its with someone special, everything is gooden good.

Got a new camera yesterday; in love in love in love!
Black & Pink go great together!

Had a tiring yet gooden day (yesterday).
Met up with JR, Harvey, Gyn, Anna and Liliane for lunch @ Oriental Spoon. It has been a while since the 6 of us sat down together for a meal.. jus talking and laughing. Though it was short, but i appreciate every single moment we shared together :) I love you people...

After lunch, Harvey left cuz he had something to do... so the rest of us proceeded to Lindt Cafe for some good old choccy!!! The waffle is sooooooo yummilicious!!! With icecream and hot chocolate poured all over it... the taste is just heavenly yummy... mmm....

Then Gyn and I mugged around Melbourne Central while i waited for 6pm to take a tram down to Crown to meet Isaac.

The both of us had Nobu for dinner. We both wanted to try this Japanese restaurant for quite some time but always missed the chance. But today, we were smart to make reservation beforehand, heehee. Nobu was indeed a good choice! Sashimi, osyters and the black cod fish were all of superior quality. I'll definitely make a return visit :)

Then it was movie after dinner!!! We watched "Public Enemies" and ummmm it was okie, i'll rate it a 3/5; because i didn't like the ending part :(

Missed the last train home too... so we cabbed home. So expensive :(

All in all.... i had en enjoyable day. And the weekend has just begun :o)

Breakfast with love in the morning yumm.

Its 3pm and yet im still very reluctant to leave my bed...
exactly 12 hours ago i was in this exact position. msn-ing on bed!
i've got so much to do... and i don't know where or how to begin doing them.

and then i know someone despises me >.< so mean!
i...
dread tonight.

tell me howwwwwwwww :'(

P.S: jus got to know of a bad news from a friend regarding someone i care about... seriously, screw that jerkass!!!

Trying to see things in a different light, maybe only then i will get to understand more things.

P.S: the group picture of all 11 of us are in jenny's camera. hoping to see it soon.

I miss Katie Lee.