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Sunday, July 12, 2009 || 12:13 AM
Have I changed? if so...for the better or the worse? I don't even know myself...
The things i am doing... is it hurting the ones i love?
What's the point of me staying here and holding on to something that does not even exist? Why should i be putting in all the effort when i don't even know if such feelings will be replicated? Its good if it will be... but if its not... i gain Nothing at the end of the day...
Is this worth the time and effort i'm putting in?
I need some guidance... maybe its time i visit the tarot lady again...
From emo-ness to happi-ness... :D
I dyed my hair to a nice colour!!! Base colour is chocolate brown, with full head reddish highlights. I love it because Harry spent quite some time doing my highlights and i think his efforts are showing up great. I especially love my hair colour under yellow lightings!
What am i gonna do when im back to malaysia and singapore, without Harry!!??
And... I woke up this afternoon *yes because i slept at 5 plus last night* to swollen eyes. i swear i look damn bad now :( i hope the puffiness will go away soon! hopefully tml when i wake up.
Oh Tomorrow DIMSUM @ Highpoint! Looking forward to it., yumm... and after dimsum i'm gonna go get the mango pudding ingredients and rush home to PREPARE for the house party over at Aijien, Eujien and Kinch's place. I love having a great dinner and just random catch-ups with good friends, because nothing feels better :)
And steamboat on monday over at our (zhengye and me) place. Its a treat to the guys who have been extremely nice over the months.
And then its gonna be packing and more packing. then moving. HARD WORK.
THEN RESULTS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *screams* i hope its good news!!! Seriously!
