“Life is better when you are here with me”

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I am going to sit for my final paper of my bachelor degree soon!!!
Japanese :D


I CAN DO IT!!!
JIA YOU~~~


Amitabha~

I wish to dedicate the following entry to some friends, and to those who are currently facing relationship problems...

Lets call the girl Bex, and the guy Andy.

Many years ago, Bex and Andy were schoolmates, but never classmates. Andy was pretty famous in school, for his good looks and outgoing behaviour. Every once in a while, Bex would take notice of Andy, especially when he walks past her, but never thought of anything else.

"Just another good looking guy in school", thought Bex. However, as days and months passed, Bex began to bump into Andy more and more often. Could it be coincidence? Or could it be fate? Andy was no longer just a stranger in Bex's heart.

One day, during hall assembly, Andy's class was seated in front of Bex's class. And... this very day, Andy sat right in front of Bex. That was the very first time the both of them went so near to each other. Andy's friends began to whisper around, and started pushing Andy near Bex.

Bex did not know what was going on, but felt pretty embarrassed because of Andy's friends actions.

That day, after school ended, Bex was walking to the bus stop to catch her bus. Suddenly, Andy walked beside her and talked to her for the very first time, "Hi, my name is Andy. This is for you...". With that, Andy gave Bex a letter and ran off.

Astounded, Bex just stood in the middle of the road gazing in empty air. She opened the letter once she got up the bus and read it.

Turns out Andy has been noticing Bex for quite awhile too, yet never had the courage to go up to her and talk. From that day onwards, Bex and Andy started talking more often. Andy would sometimes even see Bex home.

One day, Andy popped the magic question, "would you like to be with me?"
Bex was not surprised at the question, but could not help but wonder ... could it be real that Andy had been secretly admiring her for the past year and yet she never knew?

Andy responded by saying... " You would never know if someone is secretly admiring you. You never thought this day would come, would you?" "I actually followed you around in school, and everytime you looked happy or unhappy, I would notice. Everytime I walked past you, I had to pretend so hard that you were not in existence. I just couldn't bear with it anymore..."

To Bex, this is like a dream come true.


And the story continues... *up to your imagination*


To my dear girls,
Be brave and never give up. You never know what will happen tomorrow. Always keep a positive outlook in life and you shall be rewarded.

I hope this story gives everyone some hopes !


Amitabha~

1.36am
my heart is high up in the sky.

waiting :)
and stressed out at the same time... as my final paper awaits me.


for a better tomorrow !

i can't sleep i can't get to sleep !
but i need to sleep cuz i got alot to get done tomorrow ! (i mean later)...

went shopping today after exam, and ... got this super pretty dress from AX :) bliss!
i need more shoppings !

My 2nd paper : Strategic Marketing MKF3131 is an hour later at the Talbot Room @ Caulfield Racecourse.

I seriously have not much of an idea as in what type of questions could be coming up...
hence, please wish me GOOD LUCK. and i need loads of GOOD LUCK :D

Shopping and good food after exam! hehe.

Amitabha~

It's almost 4am and yet i still couldn't sleep... my sleeping time has been altered tremendously.
Received a bad news earlier on and couldnt help but feel that humans are so helpless at times; please learn to cherish and treasure people around you.

Btw, here are two pictures from my birthday party @ Silk Road. I especially like these 2 photos because the first one shows how hard im wishing :) and the second one... i think i just look satisfied and happy for everything!

Thanks for everything!!!

And now i would like to share with you guys my favourite song of the day...

PROMISE ME - Beverly Craven

You light up another cigarette.And I pour the wine, it’s four O’clock. In the morning And it’s starting.To get lightNow I’m right here. Where I want to be losing track of time.But I wish that was still last night.You look like you’re in another world.But I can read your mind.How can you be so far away.Lying by my sidewhen I go away. I’ll miss youAnd I will be.Thinking of youEvery night and day.Just promise me you’ll wait for me.Cause I’ll be saving all my love for you.And I will be home soon.Promise me you’ll wait for me.I need to know you feel the same way too.I’ll be home I’ll be home soon.When I go away I’ll miss you.And I will be thinking of you.Every night and day just promise me.You’ll wait for me.Cause I’ll be saving all my love for you.And I will be home soon.Promise me you’ll wait for me.I need to know you feel the same way too.I’ll be home I’ll be home.Promise me you’ll wait for me.Cause I’ll be saving all my love for you.And I will be home soon.Promise me you’ll wait for me.I need to know you feel the same way too.And I’ll be home I’ll be home soon.

Promise me you'll wait for me...

My next paper is this coming wednesday; Strategic Marketing MKF3131

Pretty nervous for this paper, essentially because its open-book, hence there is no need for memorization (GOOD), but it also tests your understanding on the case study! Seriously have no idea what sort of questions could come out...

Anyway i have been trying to look for a temporary accomodation as i am gonna move out from the Mews before the 17th of July. Hence i do need a place to stay after that... preferably until end of september. I think i'll try to look for part-time job here after my exams while i wait for my graduation ceremony. Or i'll learn something :)

Just received an email from Liliane's agent Dennis saying that there are rooms available in the Dudley House until end of september, which is perfect for them cuz the house is gonna be demolised in early October.

Hence i am going to view the house and rooms tomorrow and see its okie. Personally, because i know i won;t be staying there for long... as long as its clean, not scary... i should be alright with it.

Really wanna get the accommodation thingie settled asap so i can think of my holidays :D:D:D

MY GRADUATION TRIP... to where i still don't know. any suggestions people?

hmm.... saturday at home...
lazy and slacky. Tried to do bit of my report but then kept procrastinating!!!

And, a very big thanks to everyone who wished me on my birthday!
*it took me 2 hours to reply everyone's messages* thank you so much!

Today is officially my 21st Birthday :)
First, I would like to thank Buddha and Guan Yin Pu Sa for blessing me for so many years... I am grateful for everything i have. The love from my family, friends and everyone around me.

It seems like... my life journey has only just began.

When daddy and mummy called me to wish me a happy 21st birthday, i felt really touched.
To my parents: Your little daughter has now grown up. But i know that no matter how old i am, i will forever be the little princess in your hearts :) I also wish to let you know... no matter how far apart we may be, my heart is always with you and family has always always always been my number 1 priority in life. And will always be.

I thank everyone who has walked the 21 years of journey with me. You may not know how important your existence is to me, but i really appreciate and treasure every single friendship i had and have. My Singapore bunch of Angeleyes, KL gang (Tracy and *everyone else... you know who you are...*), and Melbourne gang... *im sure you know who you are too*...

Thanks for being part of my life...
I cannot help but be emotional right now because I have been through alot, not many people know about it but i really thank my parents and some friends who helped me when i was at my lowest point in life.

I don't know why i am tearing on this day ... but i really really really want to let those people who helped me out when i was lost... my parents have given me so much, so much that i dont know if i really deserve what i have now.

Since young i have been given everything and anything that i requested... my parents has never rejected me. Hence i grow up to become materialistic and always seeking for more. I am never satisfied with what i have.

But it is a promise that this bad behaviour of mine will hopefully not be a part of me soon.

This very moment I hope to say something to someone...
We met each other at the wrong time. But it's not our fault... its just fate.

Let things be... how they should be.

Amitabha~

Happy 21st to myself again.

Ho-kie... back to study. i just needed to talk about something stupid.

FORGIVE ME.

bibiiii!

My first exam of this semester is exactly 1 hour away...

Sales Management & Negiotation

I can do it! :) I've been studying hard for a week and this is the day to show what I have learnt...

Good Luck to myself and also for everyone else taking exams :D


Amitabha~

hewoo.
yessshh today is friday and i spent the morning in the temple, praying for good health (for everyone) + good luck + studies... (for everyone too!)
then we went for lunch @ my favourite korean restaurant in little lonsdale...
went for shopping at melb central, got a very nice casual blazer from TH :o) happy!

then... back to uni to study with the other hard muggers , namely MingKim, Marcus, Graco, Jenny, and another 2 of their friends. We had the whole tutorial room to ourselves so its pretty good.

But i got caught msn-ing by the others, hahahah. but Graco wasn't studying alot too!!!
damn,i hav to concentrate tomorrow and sunday! * plus i saw sth interesting on his laptop desktop...* hahaha, shall not comment too much ... !

Saw this very interesting quote from my Iphone application "Backgrounds"... it goes like this:


many times we envy the lifes of others... and often wished we can have the same, or even better. then we try to imitate their way of life...
but it's not original.

however so, i believe its ok to learn from the good of others... in an attempt to self-improve. but do not try to change whatever you're not meant to be....
like, if you don't like doing sth... but that "doing sth" is associated with being high-class... you don't have to do it just to look high-class.
people can see.

Once again it's the period where i'm always confused, stressed up and lost.
Yes, its because of exams. but there's other things too...

They say guys are dumb.
But i say girls can be as dumb too...

Don't play games with me anymore. Just tell me what you are up to.
I'm not thinking of anything, i'm not craving for you too; but just let me know. what are you thinking about right now...

The ending may not be what we both hoped for, but at least, make things clearer, shall we?

Today is the day.


Heart is thinking of something else. don't know what.



I shall get pictures of them up soon, to share with everyone; my happiness!!!



Yay :) happy mood today...
Finished my Jap listening test this morning! Though i dont think i did well... but, i'll just await the results anyway :)

Went to crown in the evening, and spotted some really really beautiful bags.... they look like they are waiting for me... hmm, should i go and get them tomorrow? omg ! and if yes, which one to bring home? goodness, im s o s o s o indecisive !!!

Just gotta settle somemore things and its gonna be my advanced birthday celebration this friday... and after that... its gonna be purely STUDIES and nerding :) I'm gonna strive for my finals!!! Yay Junnie go love go !

My wishes for this bday is for my family, tracy, whyqueen, zhili n angeleyes to be here wif me ~ though its not quite possible... i know they're always there for me.

this holidays i am also gotta be missing someone... hmm....

love you!!