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Doubts and uncertainty
Wednesday, April 29, 2009 || 10:48 PM
What happens when your closest and loved ones do not support your decision in doing something that means a lot to you?
What will you do? Will you go ahead knowing it upsets them, or abide by what they say... but get upset yourself?
What kind of sacrifice is too much? And when will you know if it is too much for you to handle?
As a million doubts flash across my mind... I cannot help but feel rather pessimistic over this.
I hope this feeling will subside when I wake up hours later... even though I know it's pretty impossible...
When I feel stressed out, yearn for a warm hug in this cold winter night... who can give it to me, and tell me everything's going to be alright?
Super Natural po w er
Tuesday, April 28, 2009 || 12:26 AM
I used to hope i have some super natural power...
but lately i "think" i may have some... and it's kind of scary.
so i hope i am just normal like everyone else.
sometimes too much of sixth sense is not good too...
Anyway i haven't been in the best mood these few days, very much possibly due to my period + stupid cramps + the ridiculous amount of work that I have to get done. I get annoyed very easily too... don't know why. And i'm feeling pretty stressed out already... always happens during this period of the semester.
Yeaaaaa... the exams timetable came out today!
Check out mine...
15th June: MKF3471 Sales Management & Negotiation
24th June: MKF3131 Strategic Marketing
29th June: JPL1010 Japanese 1
Strive for exams :)
Amitabha~
Feeling blessed!!!
Tuesday, April 21, 2009 || 10:23 PM
HAPPY EASTER PEOPLE!
I feel so blessed today!!! *despite the fact that my chicken overcooked itself, damn upset* but thats totally another point...
Why blessed? for simple reasons...
i found my one small part of my false shu-umera false eyelashes on my blanket after a whole week of last usage!!! and the thing is, i didn't even realise that i lost it!!! see how blessed i am!!!
then, recently i keep watching videos which remind me of how lucky i am... *we all are too*; all the indulgence in good food, branded clothes and unneccessary spendings make me feel so guilty :( so... i made a promise to myself to cook more often, to cut down on unneccessary spendings. Now, i know u guys are going to say... "my mum always say... don't save on food! INDULGE!" - but, i am doing so too! would u believe if i tell you that my favourite food in the world is self-cooked cabbage? the moment i smell my cooked cabbage i feel extremely blissed and happy.
and i got offered a free hot chocolate from the owner of La Porchetta today!!! *because i remembered the 4 Ps from Marketing*, seriously... if i don't remember that i would have killed myself cuz i'm a 3rd year student.
And i also feel happy because i received a "Are you feeling better?" email from Frank!!! That emailed really made my day and i missed the times we hanged out - so much.
Shouts to devina and frank, i owe u both a DATE. i promise to make it a great one with lots of ice cream love. hahahas!!! <3
AND AND AND...
Easter was great! But holidays are wayyyyyy too short!! i need a month!
Okay! i hope i post something more meaningful next time :o) heehees. bibi!
:o)
Sunday, April 5, 2009 || 8:51 PM
Daylight saving was yesterday so i got an extra hour of sleep zzz :) It was a nice sleep because it was pretty cool outside and i was under my ever-comfy blanket.
Had a very good day yesterday as well! Bought something very very very nice and also received something very sweet as well!
But i also found out something not-so-good at the same time. I dont really know how to react to such things. Should i just confront him or should i just cut down on the communication? I guess the latter will do. I dont really want to invite troubles and unhappiness right now.
Good luck with my Jap Test tomorrow Junnie!
Amitabha~
Yum. :o)
Friday, April 3, 2009 || 12:51 AM
Im so excited about my weekend! :) Even though i have a Jap Test to study for (Loads to study!!!).
Friday (tomorrow): Dinner with Frank and Devina *love love* and Icecream with other loves!
Saturday: Morning study, afternoon n dinner at
Nobu@Crown wif Isaac! Havent seen him for ages!!!
Sunday: STUDY. (not that excited though)
And i got my long long awaited mascara today. Tried it, not AS GOOD as i expected though.. but maybe its becuz i jus don have to skills to apply. hmmmmm....
Life's food and good.
