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Still friends?
Friday, February 20, 2009 || 3:36 AM
I have been friends with this person for a super long time. Ever since secondary school, we used to be close, but now not so. I thought he never changed, but then i think he has changed alot, from what i think he used to be. His attitude towards me gives me the feeling that he doesn't treasure this friendship at all, or even may not even care if we're still friends. He only looks for me when he is bored, and when i need some companion to do certain things, he is never there. He places all his current friends above me at all times, which makes me feel really upset. Not that I expect him to go my way every single time, but i thought he should at least make some effort.
Some friends, i think, maybe are not really worth making. I dont know... I am trying hard to maintain certain friendships, but sometimes i think this effort is not being recognized at all. So why bother trying in the first place?
saying it out still doesnt make me feel better.
And cappucino makes me feel sick too. i need an extra glass of red wine, to smell, not drink.
