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Friday the 13th
Friday, February 13, 2009 || 3:27 AM
The clock just striked 12 and the cinderella turned into a pumpkim. No? Or the prince is running after cinderella, asking her to pay for the broken glass heels.
You know, sometimes, fairy tales are really meant to make the world seems like beautiful and perfect to children. But this is unfair, because when they grow up, they will realise Santa Claus never really existed and the presents did not fall onto their beds from the chimney. If I have the ability, i would write a book for children. Tell them to go for bread, not just for love. Because without bread, the love will be all lost and gone too. Tell them the real deal about this world is about the power you've got and how you exercise that. All those backstabs, they are the ones who make you stronger.
On this day, i want to list down the things i am not happy about, because i believe all of such uncertainty will be taken away after today :o)
What I am unhappy about:
1. My mum thinks going out at night (for me) is a crime
2. I am not hardworking and motivated enough
3. My mentality of relationships have totally been distorted by recent events (probably due to old age as well, hahas)
4. I have too many places that i wanna travel to, but $ and time is definitely a problem
5. Theres nothing much which sets me apart from others, which means its very hard for me to secure a good job
6. My language skills are pretty much horrible, but i have no idea why i insist on taking up a Japanese unit.
7. Not getting a Chanel bag before holidays end (guys can just scrap past this)
8. My left eye's degree increasing - crap, don tell me i have to redo the lasik.
to be continued.
I need a weekend getaway again.P.S: Though there are many things i am unhappy about, i am still glad and grateful for many things. The things i have, the people whom i love, and loves me :)
Amitabha~