“Life is better when you are here with me”

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My lovely little Katie is coming home on friday!!! Auntie Junnie cannot wait to see and give her a hot wet kiss on her chubby pink cheeks!!!

Anyway... In Kumon today, someone kind of gave me a very annoying attitude. regarding religions.

This girl is a christian. And she doesnt believe in buddhism. I mean, fair enough, she believes in Jesus, thats why she thinks Buddha doesnt exist.

But as a Buddhist myself, i do believe Jesus exist too. Why can't she give people of other religions the respect they deserve?

She asked me what made me believe in Buddha? I told her the entire story, and after that... she asked "Then why didnt u believe in God? Why Buddha?"

I felt abit offended at those words, to be honest. She seems to give me the idea that she despises Buddhists. When i told her i am a Buddhist, she expressed her shockness and said she dont understand why i want to be a Buddhist.

I think she just meant... being a Buddhist naturally means u are a boring person. NOT TRUE at all.

Please, i just wanna say, respect people's religions and decisions to believe.
Because, in my belief, regardless of what religion u belong to, as long as u live your own life in the correct way, don't do unethical things, don't commit crimes, be a reputable person, does it really matter?

Having a religion really helped me in many ways, for example, i became more confident in alot of things. I learnt to help and care more for others.

Buddhist, Christian, Muslim or Hindu. It doesnt matter. Just be sure you do not commit crimes, think of doing it, or do things that hurt u or others. Live happily, thats what matters. :)



Just a short short post before i run off to singapore, again. Busy day yes.

Right! So my sister gave birth to a baby girl yesterday morning through natural birth! My mum and I were jumping up and down the whole morning heehees. Then we went to singapore to visit Katie Lee Anne!!! She's such a fat baby, looks like a hamburger. yummm and cutey!

I also got to meet up with my two loves ZhiLi & Kenneth. They were such sweethearts! Zhili gave me a bear when i am leaving (the bear even has my name on it!) and Kenneth was being such a gentleman! I am so glad that i get to have a catch up with them before i leave for melb. I havent seen them for a year and i missed them so ________ much. *its a zillion times more than that*

Due to time constraints, i won't be putting up photos but trust me, when i get back home and am much free-er, i will do so.

Meanwhile, i am so excited . over a lot of things!!!

Like how last night MingKim and i were talking about having a party. its soooooo cool! Its gonna be a drinking/poker/masked/wigs night. something of that sort, yay!

a dressed up party!
i really wanna do a crossed party but then the guys wouldnt be able to get hold of skirts and dresses and BRAS that easily, would they? teeheehees. i look forward to the new sem, even the units! i am going to love them! hoho~

Had a chat with a friend in starbucks today, and i was astonished to find out certain things. People i trusted with secrets, do not seem that trustable afterall. I wouldnt say i am very trustable too, because i do spill some secrets out to my best friend(s), but i always thought i chose the right people to say. Then, i found out i was wrong.

I regret telling some people about things i shouldnt have. I deeply regret. From now on, i must be determined enough to keep a secret. Gather, and store. Do not reveal. This is my new resolution.

Some people can be good friends, but not a good secret keeper.
I may be one of them too. Sigh, but i am trying to change. Really i am.

Then again, no one is really perfect, right?

P.S: Everytime i spill a secret, i feel like strangling myself afterwards. I know it doesn't help, but how can i stop myself from practicing this bad habit?! HELP. i need HELP.

I have been friends with this person for a super long time. Ever since secondary school, we used to be close, but now not so. I thought he never changed, but then i think he has changed alot, from what i think he used to be. His attitude towards me gives me the feeling that he doesn't treasure this friendship at all, or even may not even care if we're still friends. He only looks for me when he is bored, and when i need some companion to do certain things, he is never there. He places all his current friends above me at all times, which makes me feel really upset. Not that I expect him to go my way every single time, but i thought he should at least make some effort.

Some friends, i think, maybe are not really worth making. I dont know... I am trying hard to maintain certain friendships, but sometimes i think this effort is not being recognized at all. So why bother trying in the first place?

saying it out still doesnt make me feel better.
And cappucino makes me feel sick too. i need an extra glass of red wine, to smell, not drink.

I am addicted!!!

Use your imagination :)

I need to go shopping before I leave for Melbourne. Tons of to-buy things on my never ending list. I need to start packing soon, but then again, i haven't even unpacked from November yet.

I look forward to seeing my loves on saturday! i m missing all of u sooooo much ;-)

I am dedicating this post for my best mate Weijie and his darling Shirin <3

My baobei Weijie sent me his Valentines photos that he had with his darling yesterday. I almost teared when I saw the pictures, not because i am sad, but because i am truly happy for him!

I know exactly the hard times he had went through in search for the right person in his life, and despite being put off sometimes, he never gave up. When he told me he got together with this girl, I feel happy for him from the bottom of my heart :)

If you are reading this:

I sincerely wish u and shirin well!!! *though i hav never met her*, but she looks like the sweetest girl whenever she's with you.

Okay, so I do not have a bf for this year's valentines; but i don't really care because i am still happy. My IELTS speaking test this afternoon was a total shock. The time stated on my receipt says that my test is scheduled at 4.55pm, but i was required to reach the venue an hour prior to the test, hence i reached at 3.55pm. When i reached, i was told that im next in line. I was like, wth?!- i havent even had time to go to the ladies, get ready, breathe, yea whatever hahahs. okie then in i went, the examiner was a middle-aged balding fat angmoh. Okie i know my description is abit off, but all in all, he was very friendly and it was a good test. I just hope i can get a 7 at least, prays hard!!! <3

Just wanna share with all of you a weird encounter i had with a taxi-uncle this afternoon...


-The above conversation was translated from Mandarin into English, btw-








I need a weekend getaway again.

P.S: Though there are many things i am unhappy about, i am still glad and grateful for many things. The things i have, the people whom i love, and loves me :)

Amitabha~

I reached home this afternoon from KL feeling all tired, starved, sleep & toilet-deprived. Had a great weekend in KL, with the company of my best friends Tracy, Kaylee, MT, KS, WhyQueen*, SuChin, JR, Harvey, Anna, Gyin & Ben!

Had a great deal of adventures, such as spying and spotting Harvey Look-alike. I am so missing everyone already :o) Few more days to IELTS; i should really start preparing tomorrow!!!

My desires for ** is down to beyond zero. Just instantly, no reason why. Just feel like it. Btw, I am laughing so hard at "somebody's" jokes!!! She ought to be embarrassed of herself, sometimes, it doesnt hurt to be humble abit, heehee.

Off to sleep- seriously sleep deprived for afew days already :'(



Do you believe in F A T E ? and D E S T I N Y ?

sometimes i do, well heck, today i do.
Bumped into a 'friend', well he's not really a friend, merely someone whom i've exchanged a few words with, under darkness too. Things got pretty awkward for me that time, i wished he didn't remember. And i comforted by telling myself that I will never see them again, phew.

Who knows? God really loves playing tricks on people. I saw him today!!! I was horrified because i think he still remembers exactly how ugly things were that night. The first thing i asked was "I hope you dont remember anything!" , good thing, he says "I only remember your name :)"

PHEW, again.

Anyways, had an awesome time tonight with my love WhyQueen*, Suchin, WeeLian & Nic. We had Korean food yumyumm, then met up with Nic at CitiPlaza and we played pool together. Nic was my 'si-fu' and we won twice in a row yay! haha *though nothing much to be happy about*. WeeLian came an hour late!!! But he still get to play another round with us.

Hahaha... throughout the game, we kept on laughing with these...

then we had drinks, i am mango, nic is orange, suchin is apple. ahahha laughters and stupidity.

hope to see u guys soon again , love love. XOXO