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New Blog. Old thoughts.
Saturday, December 27, 2008 || 1:51 AM
This is my new blog ! I have decided to forsake Junetan.xanga.com simply because it is not a blog anymore. What i do there is merely reporting my daily happenings, and not being able to type freely.
Now, with this new blog, i want to blog without worrying i'll hurt anyone. I just wanna be myself here!
This morning i was greeted by an sms filled with warmth and love. Thanks Lala for the text! Im glad because she actually said "Even if i have nothing, i still have her, and of course my family and friends". Its only one sentence, but it made me smile.
I read a friend's blog just now, and it has provoked some thoughts in me. I did something I think I will regret, but still... i did it. I do not understand why, but i guess this is the stage of my life where i do things just to satisfy my current needs and desires. Maybe i am not mature enough to think of my future. Maybe i am just too playful, i don't like stable relationships.
True enough, i am enjoying my life now, being single and with the company of awesome friends. But i can't help but worry, 10 years down the road, would i still enjoy this kind of life? Is it then too late to regret and try to cling on what i had let go off before?
Every year I think back of what i've done. This year, 2008, is a very important year of me. Its my happiest time of my life. How will 2009 be like? Graduation, is just a semester away (if everything goes right)... Am i really ready for the real stuff out there?
Can I just be 20 forever? Please?
