“Life is better when you are here with me”

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Can't believe what i am doing! I've got a video to create by Saturday, an Emcee script to memorize + tons of other stuffs, and YET i am still here (@ 1.34am) watching Taiwanese series. I must be M A D.

31st December 2008, my off day from work! So happy :o) Oh! And speaking of happiness... Liliane greeted me with a piece of good news this afternoon! We've finally gotten KFC as Malaysian Society's sponsor for 2009! Im really thankful to Liliane for all that she has done for the sponsorships, because Lyncia and I aren't in Melbourne.

Heehees, Ok!!! Don't wanna think too much :D Should get to bed already! Nights!!!

Woke up at 11.30am this morning, have been waking up around this time lately (except for saturdays). I really dread waking up early in the morning! I know it is a healthy lifestyle, but i like waking up in the afternoons because it feels like Holidays :o)

I had to restore my IPhone few days ago because i accidently plugged it off my laptop during the midst of upgrading to the newest version. Hence, I spent the next 1hour restoring it! Luckily I backed everything up beforehand, if not... i wud have lost everything in my phone, and then.. i predict i will cry for the next one week.

busy bee. busy busy bee! *Off to work*

My blogging mood is coming back baby! I'm not the type who puts alot of pictures and let them do the talking (unless the photo is super classic), because i just can't be bothered with uploading photos onto blogs. I even find uploading photos on Facebook a chore, let alone here!

I hope Zhili is coming to JB on monday! I can't wait to see her :o) We spoke about WC and her new bf (Lets name him Mr. W)... Mr W is 25, and WC is his first love! I can't believe it... how many guys at 25 havent dated before?!?! And, according to Zhili, WC and Mr W are super duper in-love *hearts*hearts*hearts* with each other! I suspect they are going to get married soon. And i am so excited over this because i haven't attended a best friend's wedding before!!!

Pretty stressed over alot of stuffs lately. My brain is only so small, but i have like SO MUCH of things to do, think and worry about every day. From the moment i wake up, i am ordered around (like a french maid, abit better than indonesian maids la hahaha) to do this and that. Hello, I am back for holidays ok? Not back to stress myself. I didn't say i dont wanna do anything . i just think this is too much for a little human to cope with !

I think my semester days are even more relaxed than my holidays.
Screwed up, like totally. urggghs.

This is my new blog ! I have decided to forsake Junetan.xanga.com simply because it is not a blog anymore. What i do there is merely reporting my daily happenings, and not being able to type freely.

Now, with this new blog, i want to blog without worrying i'll hurt anyone. I just wanna be myself here!

This morning i was greeted by an sms filled with warmth and love. Thanks Lala for the text! Im glad because she actually said "Even if i have nothing, i still have her, and of course my family and friends". Its only one sentence, but it made me smile.

I read a friend's blog just now, and it has provoked some thoughts in me. I did something I think I will regret, but still... i did it. I do not understand why, but i guess this is the stage of my life where i do things just to satisfy my current needs and desires. Maybe i am not mature enough to think of my future. Maybe i am just too playful, i don't like stable relationships.

True enough, i am enjoying my life now, being single and with the company of awesome friends. But i can't help but worry, 10 years down the road, would i still enjoy this kind of life? Is it then too late to regret and try to cling on what i had let go off before?

Every year I think back of what i've done. This year, 2008, is a very important year of me. Its my happiest time of my life. How will 2009 be like? Graduation, is just a semester away (if everything goes right)... Am i really ready for the real stuff out there?

Can I just be 20 forever? Please?